Photography by Nicole N

3 yrs.
Was in Pennsylvania on vacation with parents and at grandmas’ house in the snow.

4yrs

Our pink Cadillac, sitting in the backseat (nice car)

Dream first remembered. Was on my tricycle and going around a mountain. Got to the top, and saw a baby floating deep within it. It floated up, and I tried to catch it, but didn’t. Tried a 2^nd time, again, didn’t. Tried one more time, a 3^rd time and this time I did catch the infant.

· 5yrs

Kindergarten game, peeking when others would hide the bee under the flowers/ birthday party at Knott’s Berry Farm in the tree house’s

· 6yrs

Mom finding out that I stole goodies (popcorn balls etc.) from store and put them under the front seat of car, then told me that the manager could put me in the safe.

· 7yrs

Swimming lessons at the new neighborhood pool... remember when he shoved my head under the water. Did learn to swim though OH! Cindy Ramsdale used to teach me, and we played school.

· 8 yrs.

Dad found me and my brother in the bathroom as we noticed we each had different bodies. Then he stripped us and threatened us that he was going to bring the neighbors over and let them see us. We had to stand butt naked in the living room for a designated amount of time. Maybe an hour.

· 9yrs

Found bird nest and eggs that were blue in the bamboo plant, when we lived on Morningside St.

· 10 years

Had a cool friend named Kim Lishman and we took string and connected it between our homes and sent each other messages. Dad lied to me about go-go, our dog. He promised that our dog would be at the destination we had, which was Pennsylvania.

· 11

Adoptive dad died of lung cancer. Was touched sexually by 2 men while in Pennsylvania.

· 12

Twas blamed for stealing from aunt. They blamed me for I am adopted, and her grandchildren would never do that.

· 13

Learning to type in Junior High, as well as my mom getting diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthritis.

· 14

Attending the 7^th day Adventist church with Helen Ownings as my mom requested.

· 15

Slumber party and girls played with Ouija board: NOT ME!! I had such a FEELING of not to even touch it!

· 16

Needed some electives for graduation, so took Photography just for the credits. Since I had a crush on a senior, I started going to the track meets and took pictures. My teacher loved my work and strongly suggested I enter them in the county fair. I did and won 2^nd and 3^rd places in all my work. Also, another guy on the track team had a crush on me, and by the end of the year we were dating. (we finally got married and still are together 2018)

· 17

Charlie (my boyfriend) and I used to go and walk up to his house, and his dad, let me know NOT to come up anymore. He died of diabetes before that year was over, and it was March 17^th, my birthday, when he passed away.

· 18

Graduated High School and went to Disneyland for Senior Grad Night with Charlie. Remember being all gooey with kissing ETC

· 19

Got saved and left boyfriend (Charlie)

June 2^nd: GOT MARRIED to my only boyfriend (Charlie)

Had 1^st child on June 28^th, 1980. 4 hours labor/natural/Bradley course childbirth.

Got pregnant once again (2^nd time)

Had 2^nd child on September 23, 1982 / belabored LABOR, but still natural / Had friend take some pictures

Raising 2 boys ~~ Charles William and Daniel Nehemiah

Lord Heal my hurts/Class at Skyline Wesleyan Psalm 139 spoke to me HUGELY, and was the first time such happened to me.

Had a passion to study scriptures/Strong’s Concordance

Helped/volunteered at Woodside Christian so as to help with tuition.

(1) Accident with Gold Subaru. Man ran red light.

Continued helping at my sons’ school.

Got into refunding/couponing DID A LOT!!

Got Pregnant for the 3^rd time.

Had 3^rd son on March 18^th, 1990

(2) Accident which totaled my car. Hit by drunk driver. / Raising kids, homeschooling Chuck and Daniel

34 Left Lakeside Wesleyan Church without telling Charlie ~ went to El Cajon Wesleyan Church / (3) Accident from ice on road.
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Sold groceries as a business at swap meet and my home

Met Lucas Marcotte/ He taught me very well scripture I Corinthians 13 / (4) Totaled Toyota in Dec

Continued to sell groceries at swap meet. Homeschooled as well

Nothing new, being mom, selling groceries, living life

Son got hit by a car while still in apt at grape street. Moved to Verdin St. / Our first HOUSE/HOME (rental)

(btw) verdin is the name of a songbird, and I didn’t know this until after we moved in.

Bought our house/home on Verdin St. (5) Accident in La Mirada, Ca. Traffic Jam.

Wanted so much more of God and knew there was more and was passionate about finding that place.

Changed to Pepper Drive Assembly of God. Got filled with Holy Spirit, with speaking in tongues. This happened gradually, as a lot of my victorious situation have been.

My mom passed away Feb 11^th, 2001. Started Health Care Essentials.

Finished and Graduated CNA School. Was prayed for at Assembly of GOD on pepper drive/fell down for the first time. (6) Accident with Toyota/totaled

45 started taking pictures with my Canon AE-1

Acquired Desert tortoise (Henry) got it checked out and it is female and so I named her: Henrietta Maye. Worked as CNA

((April 4^th, 2004) I saw the bald eagle at Lake Henshaw)). Started going to Cloud 9 Worship Center. Bought Fuji digital camera

Went to several conferences, from Texas, Colorado and northern California.

Found my birth dad, though I was looking for my birth mom. Drove to Laguna Beach even and knocked on the door of WHERE, all the trauma happened I believe. Philip my son called me and told me that a man called that he thought was my dad. I called that number, left a message, and then he called me back.

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From: David Baker

January. I believed Charlie delivered me of demon, went to the abyss and Charlie was the Deliverer.

(full moon) (7) Totaled Jeep Cherokee March 15^th, 2008. First Blank Out/ seizure.

Sold at my first Earth Day after friends had nagged me over a year to start selling my stuff

Started FOCUSING on selling my photography

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Had my first book self-published by CSN The Earth Declares
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I won a Victorious Battle in a dream with woman melting (woman melting spirit of Jezebel) THE MOST INTENSEST DREAM OF MY LIFE!

(8) Accident totaled mom in law vehicle/after blank out/CDL taken away

Left cloud 9 worship center

Realized that I WAS DELIVERED in 2009 and being healed ever so deep. I anticipate TOTAL healing soon.

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· 59

I have had more deliverances than ever: (from deaf and dumb to curses and more) and each one, I thought was the last. Am presently learning about Birthrights that are not ours, be it coveting another’s, to even having it generationally, maybe even marrying into it

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Just was on tehilllah dreams and found a memory I need to put down here…….

my mom gave me a camera in elementary school when we had a field trip.
in high school I was in photography (have no idea why I took it) but fell in love with it.
got married in 1979 and took very few pictures until about 7 years ago,
it took LOTS OF PEOPLE to encourage me to sell my art. So, to prove them wrong I went to an earth day fair, I SOLD OVER $200 worth of cards.................
so here I am, with my first book out and hope to sell some more
(someone here wants me to keep one for them, next month I believe they want to buy it)

a quick note (God is delivering me of a 400-year curse, that when HE prompts me, a book will be written about it) I also have a book to get published entitled
to everything there is a season October 2014

I KNOW this, that THAT which I have been battling with is OVER WITH!

Healing is still in progress but ALL the Chains from that ISSUE are

over. It's time to go and do once more. I quit doing ever so much, and

have dwelt in "self this", and "self that", oh of course self-pity too.

I am to no longer gaze behind, though "stuff" still needs to be dealt

with, you know like when you have been hurt, the surgery is over and now

it's time to rehabilitate, and honestly, even that is almost done as

well. My focus shall be with the present, with God, and whatsoever

things are good. In this world, we so often focus on the bad and the

ugly, and forget the good. So, this day and it surely is cold as well as

a dark time of year, for the shortest day is coming up, well THEN things

in our lives, will be getting brighter and brighter. REALLY! MY CHAINS

ARE GONE!!

My son Charles had a dream (he has the most intense dreams, and this one was:

· Nov 8/9 / 2014

· In my dream, I woke up from my bed in the middle of the night. I went into the kitchen. Joseph appeared at the backdoor and came in. He was a younger version of himself and his eye wasn't messed up. I turned around and another one of him appeared out of nowhere by the microwave. I freaked out bc something wasn't right. The second Joseph came in the living room and jumped on the entertainment center and just froze in place. The other one was lying motionless on the couch. Another little kid was in the room. I think it was Phil or Dan. I yelled for mom and dad to come check this out. My mom came in and told my dad something was messed up between heaven, hell, and earth. It was like something was wrong with a portal. Dad grabbed his bible and started reading through it, like he was trying to find an answer to this problem. I looked/walked out back in the yard and there was a huge thick white wall in the middle of the yard. I didn't look up to see the top, but I believe it was 100s of feet tall. I think it was about 6ft thick and 20 ft wide. My mom was out there looking at the wall too. I think my dad was on the porch. I think the next cat that came back was Samantha. We weren't letting them in. It was like they were demons or something that weren't supposed to be here. Stuff rising from the dead and multiple versions of them seemed bad since we knew it really wasn't them. They were something else. I came back in. I felt like something was trying to get into the house. I looked out the front screen door and saw Nike and some other cats just show up out of nowhere. There was an orange feral cat and another orange less threatening cat at the door too. The feral cat wanted in and was hissing at me. I started hissing back at it and hitting the screen door to get it away. There was a tear in the metal door too, like from an old rust spot. I opened the door briefly and looked under the AC and cinnamon wanted to come inside. I pushed her away and shut the door and looked at mom and said, "it happened." Cinnamon is here. I then started looking in my computer for viruses. It was like this was happening bc there was viruses/curse on my computer. We started running all kinds of scans and pop-up windows started appearing. It was like whatever was doing this didn't want to be found. We kept trying to fix it, but nothing was showing up. I thought maybe I asked mike since he knows computers. He asked me questions about software I had on to remove the virus.

He then logged into a website or software that used an outside computer to scan my

computer rather than have my computer scan itself.

His login was~~mikeknowseverything~~and the password was~~ imgrade2leveltoo

I Woke up with the word David or King David in my head. Saw a guy with an image of a crown.

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I contacted Ira Milligan and was encouraged to fast. Now, Charlie already was on a fast. Over the next few weeks, I manifested one night, and Charlie was used to deliver me of a demon.

· December 2014

I continue to have blank outs and keep declaring I am free; the enemy has no power over me. 2015 comes and as the year progresses, a percentage of blank outs are only attempted. A shift certainly has happened. I continue to declare I am free, and the enemy has no power over me.

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Summer 2015

I am reminded of the dream I had when I child, where I rode my tricycle around a mountain with nothing inside it. The dream was basically colorless, and I am not sure if IT is of the Lord or not. I just keep on “trying” to focus on the good and not the UGH. I embraced / caught myself the 3^rd time I floated up towards the rim of the mountain. I the child embraced the infant.

I have this license plate that is from Virginia …………. jln 5746 ………………………….

I was conceived in 1957, born in 1958. I was saved in 1977, December. I married then in June 1979.

November 2015

This season has been quite breathtaking (good). I thought ALL the spirits/demons were gone. My husband Charlie went on a fast as he desired to. It was 15 days, and when it ended, he told me I manifested a spirit that night and he took authority over it, got rid of it. I came to and it was the middle of the night, and Charlie told me what happened. I could barely believe there was another one, but those blank outs were still occurring. I had planned to go the conference with Rob Radosti; and so, I attended. He was once a satanist and when the end of the first evening came, he prayed for those who needed more cleansing, etc.…………. I went forward and claimed the prayer. Came home that night and went to bed. I awoke Sunday, A NEW CREATION! There are no words to describe what one feels when they have lived their entire lives as someone else. The basic feelings of hot and cold are not the same. Some what I thought was good, is bad, and vice versa. Colors are brighter, Words have more authority and power than I have ever imagined. I have been told and prophesied openly MANY TIMES, and I have kept many of them. My son has had dreams showing my victory, I could list 200 statements that have and will come true. I Know now, what before I thought………………. I AM FREE! Shalom

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It is 2017 and there is still some lingering evil in my life. Lots has been purged but am waiting for the ugh through the Ramirez bloodline to be purged. Trust and waiting. We are in Las Vegas and getting set free more and more. SHALOM!

Summer

We lost our house on Verdin, on May 13th and had several yard sales. Gave away Henrietta to a man that said, he would care for her properly. We left California May 23^rd. We came to Las Vegas, saw Larry and Jody Hamilton at ICLV. Went on to Texas, Daniel and Ashley, then to Alabama, for Alice and The Bruners. Came back to Las Vegas, for Charlie said the Lord put this city in his spirit. I have learned ever so much of how GOD IS HEALING/ DELIVERING me of more than I can presently fathom. Have a had a few sales from new clients, and customers, both friends and business’s Abba shared with me, Charlie could get a job for I was ok to be left alone.

It is now October 19, 2017, and I have come through what I believe is a portal. I also had victory over evil / fear. Still taking authority over the evil that continues to attack. (seizures) Have had some wonderful dreams.

It is now December 21, 2017

I have been getting set free of ever so much. I could feel/ discern in this last week, the enemy trying to come back. Today I got up and started my set free book again. WOW: then did some emotional healing with the DVD of Paul M. Goulet Pastor at ICLV. I also signed onto Pastor James Crawford’s / House of David, through Facebook. I got a notice on my timeline about something I posted a year ago. Chuck Pierce and so I watched it. Benny Hinn was on as well, it was his show. I took notes and did more, I mean followed more directions and got rid of more evil. I have been on a fast too. This day has been pretty and free, of most evil. I can still discern stuff, but GOD, has brought me this far, I pray I discern and follow directions.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2018 ~ January

I see that there are more layers getting peeled off, and I love Pastor James’s group. Pastor also has me teaching/ heading up a dream group for House of David. Wonderful~~

God has been showing me the number 17 at least a dozen time daily, every day for almost a month. Even a 3 and then 17. I am learning how GOD gives me the victory prophetically. I see it, THEN IT HAPPENS!

Charlie is working wonderfully at LOWES, here in Las Vegas. God is having me face the pain, and in so doing, I am having awesome days of glorious joy, and other days, where I want to end it all. I will never kill myself, but it is intense now. But GOOD ALWAYS OVERCOMES THE BAD! It has been an intense month

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2018 ~ March 3/7/2018

Things are getting OH SO MUCH BETTER! I nearly heard audibly, “ONCE YOU COME THROUGH, THINGS WILL GET BETTER” ~ You have overcome! Oh! I have fallen in love with the pool outside her my window…………. I discern there is A PORTAL. Words can barely describe what I feel/ discern as I look at the pool, as well as the willow trees, bridges……………….

Started Patricia’s King A-Team group. $40

Learning lots…………………

Beverly Randal as well is surely helping me. Yesterday (March 6, 2018) ~ She helped me close the door to fear, and occult. There was certainly a shift/ change afterwards. I wasn’t afraid any longer of sleep / or going to be at a wrong time. GOD IS still surrounding me with 17, and more words to encourage me, communication and more.

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3/20/2018

I have lost count of deliverances, and breakthroughs. I can think better and awoke in true and God given identity this weekend. I did have a hard fall while crossing at the corner. I didn’t want to be bothered after getting up, as a man was trying to get my attention, so as to see if I was ok. After a minute or two, I finally responded. I told him I was ok, hurt yes, but ok.

He was on his bike, that he now was walking. Finally, I gave in, and communicated, found out his name was James. I then remembered Chucks (my firstborn son) dream, with mikeknowseverything for the password. (It has been in my spirit that there is Michael the arc angel in my life.) Anyway, we did continue on this walk, and by the time we were done, I just knew something good had happened, and changed for good. I then and now believe, I very well was visited by an angel of some kind. Archangel even……………….

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 5/18/2018

Had a manifestation the other night, and Charlie dealt with it. Now next week, on May 22, 2018. I have an appointment with Nelson Schuman, who does deliverances, and more. Mostly from jezebel, ahab, and leviathan. Trusting the LORD, my GOD with it though. SHALOM ~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ July 2018

We moved out of Budget Suites and into El Paseo senior community. We are at 3980 East Owens #111 Las Vegas
On the corner of Owens and Gateway. I noticed after moving in that the toilet was made by Mansfield Company. Now this is very interesting for I met a man as well from Branson Missouri. I see 17 & 3 over a dozen times a day. Address 3980 added up, well I see 3 9+8 IS 17

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now it is October 2018, and I was introduced to Courts of Heaven this last week. God is connecting me with ladies around our Globe. Mirta Argentina ` Sandy and Fenton in Trinidad & Tobago. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ November 19^th

“Would you let ME do something.?” What has been the hardest has been to believe all I have to do, is Proverbs 3 (trust), and Isaiah 40(wait). This week, there has been a;(nearly indescribable) breakthrough. I had that vision of JESUS carrying me through the Red Sea too.

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January 5^th 2019

WOW!!! I believe I have come through a spiritual portal. Chuck (my first-born son, had those 4 years of GOD Orchestrated dreams!) I haven’t the words to describe how wonderful life feels. THANK YOU; ABBA!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
January 20^th

Been on a fast, and after going to be on the fast a few days, I went to bed on the 18^th of this month, (Charlie let me know later, that I had 2 full blown manifestations/ I have no memory of them). Anyway, I AM FREE of more evil than ever. THANK YOU, ABBA!! The heat of God is gloriously intense. <3