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Introducing Nicole Ramirez
Hello my name is Nicole and it mean victory of the people, victorious one, and it origin is from Greece.
I am a photographer, author, as well as an artist. This is my first posting here in my blog, and over the next season, i will share from several different subjects so as to encourage you.  One goal I have and intend to accomplish is to share the trials, traumas, and just hard times that i have come through, that i made it this far and you can too.
So, let me start with as i said above....  My name is Nicole. I am adopted and found out as i was raised by my adoptive parents, that my name was given to my by my biological dad. I was born in the 50's, and even though now in the 21st century, when i was growing up there was not one other Nicole i even met, heard of, be it in my life or on television. I never heard the name Nicole anywhere at all.
I was raised by Mr & Mrs Stickler, my adoptive parents, and they adopted another kid, this time a boy, and now i had a brother. We moved ever so much and so i never really got established in a neighborhood, all but for once. 
My dad acquired cancer and died of it when i was 11. We moved back to Pennsylvania, so he could say goodbye to his blood family before he died. After his death we came back to California, and settled in
San Diego County, the home of my moms sister.  We settled in an rural area of the Eastern County, and we stayed in one place, and it was nice to go to one school my entire high school years.
Of course i saw some cute looking guys, and sorta would follow them around. Another guy became aware of me, especially as i started to go to sports events to take pictures. I decided to take photography, for i needed credits to graduate, and that seemed different and maybe fun.  By the end of my junior year, i started dating this guy who was watching me. He graduated that year and 2 years later i then graduated.  He then moved and got his own apartment and i invited myself to move in. Within several months a very good friend of mine, had a dream, and because of the dream, she begged me to watch Billy Graham crusade that weekend on the t.v. (i had gone to his crusades growing up, and watched his crusades lots of times).  So the weekend came and it was December of 1977. I watched the crusade and ended up curled up on the floor crying at the end when the invitation to accept Christ was given. Well that very night, i couldn't go to bed with my boyfriend, i just KNEW it was not good anymore. So i slept in the walk in closet. Within the next week, i moved home with my mom. (she now only had a one bedroom apartment, and my brother had left home).  Within several months my boyfriend whose name was Charles, well he came to invite me out on a date once again, and shared with me he was saved now.  Within 5 months i was engaged, and we got married in June 1979.
I got pregnant nearly immediately and had a son in June of 1980 and named him charles as well. I now called my husband Charlie. The next 20 years were basically 2 more kids, who were boys, and several apartments too.
In 2002 my mom died, and within a year i started looking for my birth mom.  It was (I think) in 2005 that i found my birth dad. I found him for i had always known we had the new paper article in which it was shared the details of my situation..........
Details will be given in the next posting on my blog...........

Friday, August 28, 2015

Beyond The Barriers: God's Power to Heal the Brain

Beyond The Barriers: God's Power to Heal the Brain: Specific, targeted prayer is needed in order to heal the mind, emotions and spirit, but often one of the things that is neglected is prayer ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2015


Just a thought for today.
We all have moms, and those who DO love us.  Treasure them while you can. I was abandoned by my birth mom and treasured, loved and so adored by my adopted mom. She was wonderful, she did more for me than she needed to. She dressed me like a princess and treated me as such. She passed away in 2001, and you know what, I never realized all I just shared until last year after many an evil was cast and delivered out of me.  Now today, my mom-in-law took me out for some time together and we went to the store, I picked out some clothes and after we got into the car to leave she (mom-in-law), noticed how somethings I bought reminded her of my mom.  Oh, yeah you are right, I see that, was my response. We get on and go to lunch and upon waiting for a table to be picked out for us to sit at, the was an elderly woman waiting as well, and she soooooooo, reminded me of my mom too. We talked and I shared somethings and as our names were called, I prayed for her healing of Asthma.  We get seated and order our food and the Lord reminds me of this restaurant and how my mom used to take me and my kids out to eat here regularly.  She did love me with ALL HER HEART, and I never let her.  So, I have my awesome mom in law Alice, and though my birth mom did abandon me, my real mom is with the Lord God in Heaven, and I get to see her one day! Treasure who you have, for our days are numbered on this earth.  Alice is the best  mom in law anyone can have...................   SHALOM!                                             BY THE WAY~~~~~~~~~  The first photo is my mom who raised me, and the second photo is my mom in law, who REALLY IS MOM NOW.   (next to Holy Spirit) <3 <3 <3

Thursday, August 13, 2015

"Penuel: Face to Face"- Rick Pino (In the Presence of YHWH)

Ever so much like Job....................

So many think they are not like Job, for he lost so much and most of us haven't lost to that extent, well we think anyway. I certainly can relate and how many of us can, when our family and friends might tell us to either grow up, get with the program or even grow up!  No one knows what " you" go through but you and even though it is hard, tough, even debilitating, GOD IS IN CONTROL! 
I am 57 years of age and still pinch myself to see if I am really here.  I was conceived in 1957, abandoned by parents, adopted and then molested most of my life before my adopted dad died, and never knew MOST of the traumas that have happened to me to this day.  I have had the signs and symptoms of them, but not grasping the fact that they are signs and symptoms of the trauma, not a physical disease (btw, this is a KEY SECRET TO MOST DISEASES).  So my name is Nicole and I have always loved, LOVED my name.  Growing up no one, NO ONE else had this name!  I learned it meant victorious one, Victory of the people, victorious warrior, etc.  The verse that always was given was out of Job.  Job 23...... be it 10, or 11.  So i looked it up and the complete thought took 3 verses.  
 10 But he knows the way that I take;
    when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold.
11 My foot has held fast to his steps;
    I have kept his way and have not turned aside.
12 I have not departed from the commandment of his lips;
    I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my portion of food.

Even then I thought, soooooooo, now i am like Job?  uh huh............       
Well months passed and I kept being drawn to Job, by church sermons, testimonies, just everyday situations that pointed to this book and man.  Finally a day came, when I chose to read the entire book of Job in one sitting (well one day anyway), and what grabbed my spirit, soul, and body, was the last chapters of this book.  Mostly I had known about how all he had was taken from him;  his family couldn't even understand him, and his friends, well you read the book and see for yourself.  Friends can be soooo..............  _____________.  (you fill in the blank). Previously I had been even critical myself over Job's friends!  
Now this time around I got to towards the end of the book and when I got to chapter 38, and realized even though so much catastrophe happened to this man of GOD, well GOD humbles Job right there in front of his friends and starts to speak  " WHO ARE YOU JOB , AND WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I MADE THE EARTH? TELL ME IF YOU KNOW SO MUCH..................  
and so for several chapters, as God speaks, Job shuts up and listens (not hears, but listens).  So now until my next posting ,  I challenge you to read the entire book of JOB!  Pray first and see what happens. We are in a time of such purging and God is going deeper than ever,  DEEP into us that will let HIM.  SHALOM THIS DAY......         See you soon! 

"Our steps have not turned away"

Wednesday, August 5, 2015


Blessings - Laura Story - LYRICS


Elohim-GOD (Genesis 1:1) -The strong creator
 Jehovah-LORD (Genesis 2:4) -The self-existing One
 Adonai-LORD/Master (Genesis 15:2) -The Headship Name
 Jehovah El Elohim (Joshua 22:22) - The LORD GOD of GODS
Jehovah Elohim (Genesis 2:4, 3:9-13, 21) -The LORD GOD
 Jehovah Elohe Abothekem (Joshua 18:3) - The LORD GOD of Your Fathers
 Jehovah El Elyon (Genesis 14:22) - The LORD, the Most High GOD
 Jehovah El Emeth (Psalms 31:5) - LORD GOD of Truth
 Jehovah El Gemuwal (Jeremiah 51:56) - The LORD GOD of Recompenses
 Jehovah Elohim Tsebaoth (Psalms 59:5, Isaiah 28:22) - LORD GOD of Hosts
 Jehovah Elohe Yeshuathi (Psalms 88:1) - LORD GOD of My Salvation
 Jehovah Elohe Yisrael (Psalms 41:13) - The LORD GOD of Israel
  "El, Elohim, and Elohe"  (Genesis 1:1) - GOD
 Elohim Bashamayim (Joshua 2:11) - GOD in Heaven
 El Bethel (Genesis 35:7) - GOD of the House of GOD
 Elohe Chaseddi (Psalms 59:10) - The GOD of My Mercy
 Elohe Yisrael (Genesis 33:20) - GOD, the GOD of Israel
 El Elyon (Genesis 14:18, Daniel 3:26, Psalms 78:56) - The Most High GOD
 El Emunah (Deuteronomy 7:9) - The Faithful GOD
 El Gibbor (Isaiah 9:6) - Mighty GOD
 El Hakabodh (Psalms 29:3) - The GOD of Glory
El Hay (Joshua 3:10, Jeremiah 23:36, Daniel 3:26) - The Living GOD
 El Hayyay (Psalms 42:8) - GOD of My Life
Elohim Kedoshim (Joshua 24:19) - Holy GOD
 El Kanna (Exodus 20:5) - Jealous GOD
El Kanno (Joshua 24:19) - Jealous GOD
Elohe Mauzi (Psalms 43:2)  - GOD of My Strength
 Elohim Machase Lanu (Psalms 62:8) - GOD Our Refuge
 Eli Maelekhi (Psalms 68:24) - GOD My King
 El Marom (Micah 6:6) - GOD Most High
 El Nekamoth (Psalms 18:47) - GOD that Avengeth
 El Nose (Psalms 99:8)  - GOD that Forgave
Elohenu Olam (Psalms 48:14)  - Our Everlasting GOD
Elohim Ozer Li (Psalms 54:4)  GOD My Helper
El Rai (Genesis 16:13)  - GOD Seest Me
 Elsali (Psalms 42:9)  GOD, My Rock
El Shaddai (Genesis 17:1,2, Ezekiel 10:5) - Almighty GOD
 Elohim Shophtim Ba-arets (Psalms 58:11) - GOD that Judgeth in the Earth
El Simchath Gili (Psalms 43:4) - GOD My Exceeding Joy
Elohim Tsebaoth (Psalms 80:7, Jeremiah 35:17&38:17)  - GOD of Hosts
Elohe Tishuathi (Psalms 18:46&51:14) - GOD of My Salvation
Elohe Tsadeki (Psalms 4:1) - GOD of My Righteousness
Elohe Yakob (Psalms 20:1) - GOD of Israel
Elohe Yisrael (Psalms 59:5) - GOD of Israel
Jehovah (Exodus 6:2,3) - The LORD
Adonai Jehovah (Genesis 15:2) - Lord GOD
Jehovah Adon Kol Ha-arets (Joshua 3:11) - The LORD, the Lord of All the Earth
 Jehovah Bore (Isaiah 40:28)  - The LORD Creator
 Jehovah Chereb (Deuteronomy 33:29)  - The LORD... the Sword
 Jehovah Eli (Psalms 18:2)  - The LORD My GOD
 Jehovah Elyon (Genesis 14:18-20)  - The LORD Most High
 Jehovah Gibbor Milchamah (Psalms 24:8)  - The LORD Mighty In Battle
 Jehovah Maginnenu (Psalms 89:18)  - The LORD Our Defense
 Jehovah Goelekh (Isaiah 49:26&60:16)  - The LORD Thy Redeemer
 Jehovah Hashopet (Judges 11:27)  - The LORD the Judge
 Jehovah Hoshiah (Psalms 20:9)  - O LORD Save
 Jehovah Immeka (Judges 6:12)  - The LORD Is with You
 Jehovah Izuz Wegibbor (Psalms 24:8)  - The LORD Strong and Mighty
Jehovah-jireth (Genesis 22:14) - The LORD Shall Provide
Jehovah Kabodhi (Psalms 3:3) - The LORD My GOD
Jehovah Kanna Shemo (Exodus 34:14) - The LORD Whose Name Is Jealous
Jehovah Keren-Yishi (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD the Horn of My Salvation
Jehovah Machsi (Psalms 91:9) -The LORD My Refuge
Jehovah Magen (Deuteronomy 33:29) - The LORD the Shield
     Jehovah Makkeh (Ezekiel 7:9) - The LORD that Smiteth
     Jehovah Mauzzam (Psalms 37:39) - The LORD Their Strength
     Jehovah Mauzzi (Jeremiah 16:19) - The LORD My Fortress
     Ha-Melech Jehovah (Psalms 98:6) - The LORD the King
     Jehovah Melech Olam (Psalms 10:16) - The LORD King Forever
     Jehovah Mephalti (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD My Deliverer
     Jehovah Mekaddishkem (Exodus 31:13) - The LORD that Sanctifies You
     Jehovah Metsudhathi (Psalms 18:2 - The LORD My High Tower
     Jehovah Moshiekh (Isaiah 49:26&60:16) - The LORD Your Savior
     Jehovah Nissi (Exodus 17:15) - The LORD My Banner
     Jehovah Ori (Psalms 27:1) - The LORD My Light
     Jehovah Uzzi (Psalms 28:7) - The LORD My Strength
     Jehovah Rophe (Exodus 15:26) - The LORD (our) Healer
     Jehovah Roi (Psalms 23:1) - The LORD My Shepherd
     Jehovah Sabaoth (Tsebaoth) (I Samuel 1:3) - The LORD of Hosts
     Jehovah Sali (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD My Rock
     Jehovah Shalom (Judges 6:24) - The LORD (our) Peace
     Jehovah Shammah (Ezekiel 48:35) - The LORD Is There
     Jehovah Tsidkenu (Jeremiah 23:6) - The LORD Our Righteousness
     Jehovah Tsuri (Psalms 19:14) - O LORD My Strength