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Introducing Nicole Ramirez
Hello my name is Nicole and it mean victory of the people, victorious one, and it origin is from Greece.
I am a photographer, author, as well as an artist. This is my first posting here in my blog, and over the next season, i will share from several different subjects so as to encourage you.  One goal I have and intend to accomplish is to share the trials, traumas, and just hard times that i have come through, that i made it this far and you can too.
So, let me start with as i said above....  My name is Nicole. I am adopted and found out as i was raised by my adoptive parents, that my name was given to my by my biological dad. I was born in the 50's, and even though now in the 21st century, when i was growing up there was not one other Nicole i even met, heard of, be it in my life or on television. I never heard the name Nicole anywhere at all.
I was raised by Mr & Mrs Stickler, my adoptive parents, and they adopted another kid, this time a boy, and now i had a brother. We moved ever so much and so i never really got established in a neighborhood, all but for once. 
My dad acquired cancer and died of it when i was 11. We moved back to Pennsylvania, so he could say goodbye to his blood family before he died. After his death we came back to California, and settled in
San Diego County, the home of my moms sister.  We settled in an rural area of the Eastern County, and we stayed in one place, and it was nice to go to one school my entire high school years.
Of course i saw some cute looking guys, and sorta would follow them around. Another guy became aware of me, especially as i started to go to sports events to take pictures. I decided to take photography, for i needed credits to graduate, and that seemed different and maybe fun.  By the end of my junior year, i started dating this guy who was watching me. He graduated that year and 2 years later i then graduated.  He then moved and got his own apartment and i invited myself to move in. Within several months a very good friend of mine, had a dream, and because of the dream, she begged me to watch Billy Graham crusade that weekend on the t.v. (i had gone to his crusades growing up, and watched his crusades lots of times).  So the weekend came and it was December of 1977. I watched the crusade and ended up curled up on the floor crying at the end when the invitation to accept Christ was given. Well that very night, i couldn't go to bed with my boyfriend, i just KNEW it was not good anymore. So i slept in the walk in closet. Within the next week, i moved home with my mom. (she now only had a one bedroom apartment, and my brother had left home).  Within several months my boyfriend whose name was Charles, well he came to invite me out on a date once again, and shared with me he was saved now.  Within 5 months i was engaged, and we got married in June 1979.
I got pregnant nearly immediately and had a son in June of 1980 and named him charles as well. I now called my husband Charlie. The next 20 years were basically 2 more kids, who were boys, and several apartments too.
In 2002 my mom died, and within a year i started looking for my birth mom.  It was (I think) in 2005 that i found my birth dad. I found him for i had always known we had the new paper article in which it was shared the details of my situation..........
Details will be given in the next posting on my blog...........


Friday, April 7, 2017

WE MADE IT! IT IS FINISHED! WE DECLARE VICTORY IN JESUS NAME!!!

I awoke this am,and was in a mood full of self pity~~  I did my devotions and just went and laid down on the couch.  I fell back asleep, awoke, and was in and out for a little over an hour. I got up though and just started to get some morning nurishment. I opened the front door and saw the most awesomest red of a sunrise.  It was sweet,  and then .... AND THEN~~~ I got this "Why don't you take some photography shots?"  Ok.........  so I get my tripod out and and the excitement starts! I feel like a kid in a candy shop.  I hear (almost audibly), YOU MADE IT! IT IS FINISHED and more even, i remember the day APRIL 4th 2004, when at Lake Henshaw and I saw the territorial dispute with the Bald Eagles! and there was the 13th year anniversary this week!  Today is April 7th and 7 means complete/ total.  My name means VICTORY!  and is out of Job!  JOB 23:11!    Now this week it was prophesied through Chuck Pierce about THIS WEEK will be your breakthrough.  A pit stop and then the breakthrough!  So anyone who reads this can have a glorious breakthrough!  Claim this Victory!  IN JESUS NAME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~   Nicole Ramirez~~~~

Saturday, April 1, 2017


 Smith Wigglesworth Devotional~                                                                                                                                                                 24 Until now you have not askedfor anything in my name.Ask and you will receive,and your joy will be complete. JOHN 16;24

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II Chronicles 20: 15-30                                                                              
15 He said: “Listen, King Jehoshaphat and all who live in Judah and Jerusalem! This is what the Lord says to you: ‘Do not be afraid or discouraged because of this vast army. For the battle is not yours, but God’s. 16 Tomorrow march down against them. They will be climbing up by the Pass of Ziz, and you will find them at the end of the gorge in the Desert of Jeruel. 17 You will not have to fight this battle. Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you, Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you.’”

18 Jehoshaphat bowed down with his face to the ground, and all the people of Judah and Jerusalem fell down in worship before the Lord.19 Then some Levites from the Kohathites and Korahites stood up and praised the Lord, the God of Israel, with a very loud voice.

20 Early in the morning they left for the Desert of Tekoa. As they set out, Jehoshaphat stood and said, “Listen to me, Judah and people of Jerusalem! Have faith in the Lord your God and you will be upheld; have faith in his prophets and you will be successful.” 21 After consulting the people, Jehoshaphat appointed men to sing to the Lord and to praise him for the splendor of his[c] holiness as they went out at the head of the army, saying:
“Give thanks to the Lord, ~~ for his love endures forever.”
22 As they began to sing and praise, the Lord set ambushes against the men of Ammon and Moab and Mount Seir who were invading Judah, and they were defeated. 23 The Ammonites and Moabites rose up against the men from Mount Seir to destroy and annihilate them. After they finished slaughtering the men from Seir, they helped to destroy one another. 24 When the men of Judah came to the place that overlooks the desert and looked toward the vast army, they saw only dead bodies lying on the ground; no one had escaped. 25 So Jehoshaphat and his men went to carry off their plunder, and they found among them a great amount of equipment and clothing[d] and also articles of value—more than they could take away. There was so much plunder that it took three days to collect it. 26 On the fourth day they assembled in the Valley of Berakah, where they praised the Lord. This is why it is called the Valley of Berakah[e] to this day. 27 Then, led by Jehoshaphat, all the men of Judah and Jerusalem returned joyfully to Jerusalem, for the Lord had given them cause to rejoice over their enemies. 28 They entered Jerusalem and went to the temple of the Lord with harps and lyres and trumpets. 29 The fear of God came on all the surrounding kingdoms when they heard how the Lord had fought against the enemies of Israel. 30 And the kingdom of Jehoshaphat was at peace, for his God had given him rest on every side.
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God has a plan for us that is greater than out thoughts  , greater than words can say.  You who have been asking great things from GOD, for a long time would be amazed if you entered into prayer understanding that t he Master, Jesus, has such knowledge of the mightiness of the Father's power, and of the joint union with HIM that He can say: nothing is impossible for you to ask.  He alone can say, "Until now you have asked nothing/"
If you will only dispose of yourself --- for nothing but yourself will hinder you--- it may be today that GOD will transform you so that you will be an altogether different person, as you have never been before.  Move beyond your human  mind, your human measure,   your own strength and all your resources --- this is a big thing for me to say --- and let inspiration take charge of your entirely, and bring your out of yourself into the power of GOD~
Believe that today is a new beginning for you! You have never passed this way before, so I bring you to another day of passing over any heights, passing through mists or darkness. Dare to believe that the cloud is upon, and it will break with an exceeding reward of blessing Don't be afraid of clouds__ they are all earthly.  Never be afraid of an earthly thing.  You/  We belong to a higher order, a divine order, a spiritual order. Believe that God wants  you to soar high this day.
THOUGHT for today:  Begin to believe in extravagant asking, believing that God is pleased when you ask large thing.   YES AND AMEN< HALLELUJAH ABBA GOD!!  SHALOM TOO! 

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Nicole Nanette’s Testimony

Thank you Matt Tommey for starting our artist group on Facebook and we paid to join up. Sweet……. Then you asked the question about our personalities……… YES LORD! We are going to allow ABBA’S wings of healing to envelop us and get healed! IT’S TIME to share my testimony too! Shalom ~~~~~ My name is Nicole Nanette Ramirez. I was concieved in 1957, birthed in 58. I was concieved out of wedlock and it went like this………… my birth mother was a waitress in a bar. She slept with the bartender, and her best friend was his fiance’ So you see the ugh already? She gave birth to me and allowed the fiance’ to babysit me. The babysitter was a witch. After a few month, my mom abandoned me at the local hospital and I was put in the paper. I was adopted and raised. My adopted dad died when I was 11. I went to high school, and to graduate had to have 3 electives, and just took photography to graduate. My teacher loved my stuff, and strongly suggested I enter something into the county fair and so I did. Both items won prizes.                                               Years passed, I got saved, married, had 3 kids, and time proceeded.  I got a camera, and took some photos, with film. Digital cameras were birthed and I started taking pictures.  I would go on field trips and hiked out at the lake and some country trails.  I loved the flowers, birds and some bugs as well.  My friends loved my photography and after over 2 years of nagging nuisance friends, I finally made some greeting cards and went to Earth Day San Diego and made over $200.00.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              Years passed and I found my birth dad, and then learned (details if desired), that I had been continuley molested by my adopted dad.   There is also a curse on the bloodline, that I am in the proceeds of annhilating.
Something I called blank outs started up several years ago, that has caused me not to have a drivers license. I don’t get out like I used to. God let me know that if I would stay under his protection and timing, I would be fine.  If not I would die.   I have had these blank outs for years and been set free of several demons.   Deaf and Dumb , numbness and more.  I have had many a word of how I would be greater than I ever imagined, and even a dream, comparing me to Kay Arthur and Joyce Meyers.  My book, and greeting cards sales  have plummeted from curses and more.  I have been doing prayer and fasting and what I wanted to take one week, has taken over 7 years.  I know God has been in control.
When it comes to going and selling, I have no problems going out and selling, finding new clients. I don’t drive and have to find someone to be my taxi.  Many are nervous that I would have a seizure with them, so many have withdrawn from my life.   This last 2 weeks, I have been going through major life transportation / portal.   The old identity is gone.  There are no words to describe, what this has been like, if it had not been for ABBA/ GOD, I would have probably killed myself.  But am fulfilled when I am being an artist.  I have an anointing for the land, and creation.  Praying blessings over it, removing curses from it.   SHALOM to all.   PhotographybyNicoleN@gmail.com     

Tuesday, February 28, 2017

Peter Rabbit and Henrietta Maye my Desert Tortoise

I see more than most people do, in regards to spiritually.  Be it colors or shapes, the weather or the floral beauty.  There is always, ALWAYS a spiritual note to that which we see in the physical, natural world. Soo.............   most people do not have a tortoise for a pet.  I have miss henrietta maye.  I have had dreams with her in them, and they are interpreted as myself.  If you have a dream, about your pet, most assuradely it is you.  So this season, I have a couple of rabbits, that have made this yard their home. They are mostly active at night (rabbits that is) and Henrietta this year, (upon coming out of hibernation early), has some delightful rabbits that visit her.
One day, I thought of the story of : The Tortoise and the hare.  I grasped an anointing on this, and knew from some dreams, that I have had a little of both in my life.  Being slow in many ways, but complimentary to victorious battles of mine.  Then as rabbits/hares multiply quickly, that as well has started with ministry issues.  Thank You ABBA!   So if you have pets, pay attention, if you dream of them, for often the dream is about you.  I have included some photography too of these cuties.

Monday, February 13, 2017

WHO ARE YOU, or WHO AM I?

So often we think we understand ourselves and yet do we really?  And of course most others do not either . . . .                                                                                                                                 Ok;  it has been told to me about some anointing where birds/animals are drawn to me…………..    That seemed ridiculous to me until now.   I keep having birds come into my house.  Over my lifetime there have been everything from rabbits to roadrunners come into my yard and even nest here …     I really thought this was just happenstance UNTIL NOW.   I can truly discern (this week) more than ever what IS by the Lords Hand, and was or is coincidence/happenstance:   Here we go….                                                                                  A bird buzzed so FAST right (nearly in my lap) and started getting his nectar . . . .      I am delighted that I did have my camera, for I wast already photo-shooting some dew in the morning hours.  Wow, I am still a grasping it too! OH MY, several birds just landed in the fig tree outside this window RIGHT NEXT TO ME/ NOW. OH ABBA!    SHALOM TO YOU WHO READ THIS TOO!   We all have those anointings and gifts, and the time has come to know what they are too!

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Friday, January 20, 2017

SAN DIEGO / Southern California is BEING WASHED CLEAN in JESUS NAME.......

San Diego / St. James:  ~~~~   La Mesa / The Table: ~~~~   El Cajon:  The Box / The Big Box:   San Marcos;  St. Mark:  ~~~~   Chula Vista / adorable or pretty view:  ~~~~ Santee / Saints:     La Jolla / The Jewel: ~~~~  Campo: countryside: ~~~~ Escondid0 / hidden;  hidden from view: Bonita / Pretty  ~~~~  Del Dios / OF GOD ~~~~  Solana Beach / Sun Beach:  ~~~~       ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~






This day:  January 20th 2017;  the storm(s) are coming through our county and this 2nd one that is here today, is bringing more rain, than I have ever experienced, with gale force winds, and even my cell phone has an APB/ EMERGENCY ALERT as this front moves through our county.   I had such overpowering screaming come over me with everything from fear that had to me purged up out of me, to repentance as we God's people ALL have some issues that must be dealt with, and repented of, and RESTORATION of ALL that the enemy has taken away from us over our ENTIRE LIFE!  May we truly understand that we (San Diego County), God is starting here and though He has been hidden (in many ways), He (Del Dios) is coming up and out of the box, (el cajon); NOW, this month.   We are to be laid out on and/or under  the table (la mesa) as His Saints (san diego/ marcos, santee), and most likely this can/will be done privately (escondido/ hidden from view of others)..........   
We most certainly are being purged and the UGH gone we are (bonita/ chula vista) be it who we are and what we see!  We have another even stronger storm coming through our county this weekend...... OH GOD, wash us and we will most certainly be whiter than snow! Purge that which is not of you, and restore to us the years the locust has eaten.  
SHALOM TO ALL WHO READ THIS.



Thursday, January 5, 2017

The Lord IS my Shepherd

Before I share 23rd Psalm, I want to share this……    I am adopted and my maiden name was Stickler. Well to be a stickler is to be rock solid in something, and which I am in regards to my beliefs in my GOD and Saviour; Jesus Christ! Several years ago, I went looking for my bloodline, my heritage and found my biological dad.  I met him, and learned that my bloodline is Shepperd, but knowing Psalm 23…… WELL I declare that . . . The Lord IS my Sheperd!  Now realize that this psalm is full of wonderful peace, and more. Read each day at least once!   REALLY!
PSALM 23                                                                                                                                                             The Lord IS my Shepherd, and I have all that I need.   He lets me rest in green meadows, he leads me beside peaceful streams, and still waters of the lakes. He renews my strength, and refreshes me.  He guides me along right and straight paths, for His name and to bring honor to that name!  Yes even when I walk through the valley of death, that is ever so dark. I will not be afraid, for You are close beside me Lord. Yes, Your rod, and Your staff, protect and comfort me.  You prepare a table of feasting for me, in the presence of my enemies. You honor me by anointing my head with oil. My cup, it overflows with blessings galore, and Surely goodness and unfailing love will pursue and overtake me, all the days of my precious life, and of course I will live in the house of the Lord forever and ever. AMEN!