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Introducing Nicole Ramirez
Hello my name is Nicole and it mean victory of the people, victorious one, and it origin is from Greece.
I am a photographer, author, as well as an artist. This is my first posting here in my blog, and over the next season, i will share from several different subjects so as to encourage you.  One goal I have and intend to accomplish is to share the trials, traumas, and just hard times that i have come through, that i made it this far and you can too.
So, let me start with as i said above....  My name is Nicole. I am adopted and found out as i was raised by my adoptive parents, that my name was given to my by my biological dad. I was born in the 50's, and even though now in the 21st century, when i was growing up there was not one other Nicole i even met, heard of, be it in my life or on television. I never heard the name Nicole anywhere at all.
I was raised by Mr & Mrs Stickler, my adoptive parents, and they adopted another kid, this time a boy, and now i had a brother. We moved ever so much and so i never really got established in a neighborhood, all but for once. 
My dad acquired cancer and died of it when i was 11. We moved back to Pennsylvania, so he could say goodbye to his blood family before he died. After his death we came back to California, and settled in
San Diego County, the home of my moms sister.  We settled in an rural area of the Eastern County, and we stayed in one place, and it was nice to go to one school my entire high school years.
Of course i saw some cute looking guys, and sorta would follow them around. Another guy became aware of me, especially as i started to go to sports events to take pictures. I decided to take photography, for i needed credits to graduate, and that seemed different and maybe fun.  By the end of my junior year, i started dating this guy who was watching me. He graduated that year and 2 years later i then graduated.  He then moved and got his own apartment and i invited myself to move in. Within several months a very good friend of mine, had a dream, and because of the dream, she begged me to watch Billy Graham crusade that weekend on the t.v. (i had gone to his crusades growing up, and watched his crusades lots of times).  So the weekend came and it was December of 1977. I watched the crusade and ended up curled up on the floor crying at the end when the invitation to accept Christ was given. Well that very night, i couldn't go to bed with my boyfriend, i just KNEW it was not good anymore. So i slept in the walk in closet. Within the next week, i moved home with my mom. (she now only had a one bedroom apartment, and my brother had left home).  Within several months my boyfriend whose name was Charles, well he came to invite me out on a date once again, and shared with me he was saved now.  Within 5 months i was engaged, and we got married in June 1979.
I got pregnant nearly immediately and had a son in June of 1980 and named him charles as well. I now called my husband Charlie. The next 20 years were basically 2 more kids, who were boys, and several apartments too.
In 2002 my mom died, and within a year i started looking for my birth mom.  It was (I think) in 2005 that i found my birth dad. I found him for i had always known we had the new paper article in which it was shared the details of my situation..........
Details will be given in the next posting on my blog...........


Thursday, December 31, 2015

TESTIMONY TIME!!




OH GOD!: 2015 HAS BEEN A YEAR OF BREAKTHROUGHS, DELIVERANCE’S, AND HEALING’S OF MY LIFETIME. I AM WHO YOU CREATED AND DECLARE THAT YOU ARE MY CREATOR. YOU CHOSE THE WOMB I WAS BIRTHED OUT OF!  YOU PLACED WITHIN ME, WONDERFUL AND FABULOUS TRAITS THAT IF YOU DIDN’T GIVE THEM TO ME, I WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP. I HAVE COME THROUGH: ABANDONMENT, REJECTION, WITCHCRAFT, CONFUSION, AND COUNTLESS OTHER EVIL ENTITIES. YOU CHOSE MY NAME.  I LOVE AND EMBRACE MY NAME.  NICOLE IS A VICTORIOUS NAME.          The Meaning of Nicole                                             WITHOUT YOU ABBA, I WOULD BE IN HELL BY NOW. I PRAISE YOU FOR I CERTAINLY AM FEARFULLY MADE, AND AM GOING TO HAVE A GREAT AND VICTORIOUS 2016.  I KNOW THERE WILL BE WARFARE, BOTH SPIRITUAL & PHYSICAL IN OUR WORLD. THE BIGGEST REVIVAL THE WORLD HAS EVER SEEN IS ABOUT TO TAKE PLACE TOO.  YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME THAT THOUGH THERE IS SO  MUCH EVIL OUT AND ABOUT, IN AND AROUND THIS PLANET, I FOCUS ON:   WHATSOEVER THINGS ARE GOOD, TRUE, HONORABLE, RIGHT, AND PURE, LOVELY AS WELL AS ADMIRABLE. THINK ON AND ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE EXCELLENT AND WORTHY OF PRAISE  PHILIPPIANS 4:8 ~~    I GIVE TO YOU 2016, AND AWAIT DIRECTIONS AND ASSIGNMENTS, TO SEEK FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD.  BRING YOU BRIDE, YOUR BODY TOGETHER FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS.  SHALOM ~~ SHALOM ~~ SHALOM

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Rob Radosti NOTES~~ 4 THINGS HOLDING YOU BACK FROM LIVING A LIFE OF SIGNS AND WONDERS!!!

Watched Rob Radosti and took some notes!!  Rob shared the LORD visited him the night before he taught this and here is what The Lord shared.      
HERE IS A PHOTO OF ROB AND HIS SON!  BLESSINGS!!



Are you ready to to LEARN???
Here are 4 things can/are holding you back from living a life full of signs and wonders.



1. FEAR / False evidence of appearing real!!
    Root of fear is - selfishness
    So don't be worried about your reputation.
    ANTIDOTE is  selflessness


2. HAVING NO TESTIMONY
    Root is rejection
    ANTIDOTE is intimacy with God


3.   UNBELIEF,  Lack of faith
      Root is complacency
      Antidote is the Word of God

4.   GENERATIONAL CURSES
      Root is stronghold  of sin, witchcraft, idolatry
      Antidote is the Blood of Christ



DID YOU KNOW THE BLOOD OF CHRIST, CAN AND DOES TRANSFORM  YOUR DNA?
REMEMBER YOU WILL OVERCOME him, BECAUSE OF THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB, AND BECAUSE OF THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY, AND THEY DID NOT LOVE THEIR LIFE EVEN WHEN FACED WITH DEATH. REVELATION 12:11
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FOR GOD HAS NOT GIVEN US THE SPIRIT OF FEAR; BUT OF POWER, LOVE, AND OF A SOUND MIND.     II TIMOTHY 1:7

IN CONCLUSION, ADDRESS WHAT NEEDS TO BE IN YOUR LIFE, EVEN CONTACT ME AND WE WILL PRAY FOR THE BREAKTHROUGH!!!!

Living a Lifestyle of Signs and Wonders - FULL TEACHING

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Greeting Cards Galore~~

Photography by Nicole is selling ................
The Earth Declares..........
A book FULL of images/photography of what is found throughout our land; the earth!  From bugs to birds; from landscapes galore and so much more!  One image bought starts from $20 and depending on the frame and matting ascends into the hundreds. So for $40, you get a coffee table type book, FULL of photography, and some sweet descriptive additions for you to enjoy! Greeting cards are only $2.50 each for everyone! I am now in many stores and offer lots. from posters, to greeting cards and now my book.  Hope you enjoy and feel free to ask questions.                        http://s883.photobucket.com/user/NicoleNanette/library/?sort=2&page=1










                  









 Introducing the Artist  
My name is Nicole and my Daddy named me. I treasure this for
Found my dad a few years ago. When an infant I was adopted And cared for by some wonderful parents who could never give birth,But raised a wonderful artist. I was raised well, and have always Loved to play in the dirt and have fun.  I remember when I was in Elementary school; I went out and planted some seeds.  I forgot that I did this and weeks later, I had cucumbers and sunflowers.For years I loved to plant seeds and watch that which would sprout.In High School I became a part of the annual staff and loved Photography as well. My fabulous teacher encouraged me to submit My work to the county fair. Each entry I submitted won a prize,2nd or 3rd place.  I gardened as well in my teenage years.In my early twenties I married and had three sons.I forgot the cameras existed and focused on my family.  After I raised those 3 boys, I started taking pictures again and it was No time before I outgrew that first camera and wanted something With more pixels, more mm and more of most everything I could get.When I go to the park, or walk in our neighborhood,  I usually have Binoculars AND a camera with me.  I take more time walking 2 miles than anyone I know. I see the little orange cosmos there,And a Lincoln sparrow under the pomegranate tree.Then I might see an anise swallowtail fly on past or a Coopers hawk after a black phoebe.        I have found how many people I get to meet when out on those little walks, and that is Very edifying. So as you peek at the pictures displayed,Know you can visit the website and see a plethora of Other images that will certainly delight you.God bless you and have a glorious season! 
 Nicole Ramirez


Monday, November 16, 2015

I am free, I am free, I am free, the devil has no power or authority over me! YEAH GOD!   I have come through years of deliverance and after this week, this conference with Holy Spirit/ and Rob Radosti, we shut the door and gave JESUS CHRIST the key!  Details given soon! The attack started in the womb that God chose to create me in, and lasted until HE took my adoptive dad home. So since I have never thought correctly, and DO NOW, what a transfer of a week, maybe a week of transfer. From the old to the new.   YOUR IDENTITY IS SOOOOOOOOOO IMPORTANT, BE WHO YOU ARE and if you don't know who you are, GET TO!  SHALOM!

Time for presents!! Give, Give, Give! Browse the store!

http://www.cafepress.com/photographybynicole

Monday, October 19, 2015

Get Ready to Ready to Receive This Season ~~~~~~~~~~

Many have gone through life just doing, Doing, DOING!   In real life those have honestly been taken advantage of even, ever so much.  Personally my True Emotions have been bound / bottled / even just dormant!  This season I have had so much healing / HEALING!  I know in this manner that season isn’t over though in many if not most other areas, I/We are in a new season!  I share this posting for such a time as this!  I have been told for many a year about The Esther in the Old Testament was a Queen even before she realized it.  For many a year I have used the word Esther or Royalty, even Queen at times be it in verbal passwords or maybe online, maybe a secret question.  I have been drawn to that old testament book/woman for many a season.  This season I even have been poked / reminded of the Lord God…………..   Most all of us have facets of who HE created us to be, who we still are not!  Let’s learn who we are and be that man / woman of GOD / YESHUA!  In conclusion a dear woman of God made / created this beautiful quilt and she certainly didn’t realize HOW spiritual /prophetic / timely this would be in my life.  I declare each day even I will grasp/glean/ and embrace more and more from this beautiful creation!  THANK YOU!   /   SHALOM!!!Oh please respond/post if you see something that needs addressing too!

Friday, September 11, 2015

Get ready to receive this season............................

Many have gone through life just doing, Doing, DOING!   In real life those have honestly been taken advantage of even, ever so much.  Personally my True Emotions have been bound / bottled / even just dormant!  This season I have had so much healing / HEALING!  I know in this manner that season isn't over though in many if not most other areas, I/We are in a new season!  I share this posting for such a time as this!  I have been told for many a year about The Esther in the Old Testament was a Queen even before she realized it.  For many a year I have used the word Esther or Royalty, even Queen at times be it in verbal passwords or maybe online, maybe a secret question.  I have been drawn to that old testament book/woman for many a season.  This season I even have been poked / reminded of the Lord God..............   Most all of us have facets of who HE created us to be, who we still are not!  Let's learn who we are and be that man / woman of GOD / YESHUA!  In conclusion a dear woman of God made / created this beautiful quilt and she certainly didn't realize HOW spiritual /prophetic / timely this would be in my life.  I declare each day even I will grasp/glean/ and embrace more and more from this beautiful creation!  THANK YOU!   /   SHALOM!!!
Oh please respond/post if you see something that needs addressing too!

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Let me FOCUS ON YOU OH GOD!

Psalms 129:1
From my earliest youth my enemies have persecuted me. I will repeat this: 
From my earliest youth my enemies have persecuted me!
James 5:7~
Brothers and sisters be patient as you wait for the Lord.........  Consider the farmers who patiently wait for the rains in the all and in the spring. They eagerly look for the valuable harvest to ripen. You too, must be patient. Take courage, for the coming of the Lord/ your breakthrough is near. (italics is my addition) 
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Friday, August 28, 2015

Beyond The Barriers: God's Power to Heal the Brain

Beyond The Barriers: God's Power to Heal the Brain: Specific, targeted prayer is needed in order to heal the mind, emotions and spirit, but often one of the things that is neglected is prayer ...

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

TREASURE YOU MOM WHILE YOU CAN..................

Just a thought for today.
We all have moms, and those who DO love us.  Treasure them while you can. I was abandoned by my birth mom and treasured, loved and so adored by my adopted mom. She was wonderful, she did more for me than she needed to. She dressed me like a princess and treated me as such. She passed away in 2001, and you know what, I never realized all I just shared until last year after many an evil was cast and delivered out of me.  Now today, my mom-in-law took me out for some time together and we went to the store, I picked out some clothes and after we got into the car to leave she (mom-in-law), noticed how somethings I bought reminded her of my mom.  Oh, yeah you are right, I see that, was my response. We get on and go to lunch and upon waiting for a table to be picked out for us to sit at, the was an elderly woman waiting as well, and she soooooooo, reminded me of my mom too. We talked and I shared somethings and as our names were called, I prayed for her healing of Asthma.  We get seated and order our food and the Lord reminds me of this restaurant and how my mom used to take me and my kids out to eat here regularly.  She did love me with ALL HER HEART, and I never let her.  So, I have my awesome mom in law Alice, and though my birth mom did abandon me, my real mom is with the Lord God in Heaven, and I get to see her one day! Treasure who you have, for our days are numbered on this earth.  Alice is the best  mom in law anyone can have...................   SHALOM!                                             BY THE WAY~~~~~~~~~  The first photo is my mom who raised me, and the second photo is my mom in law, who REALLY IS MOM NOW.   (next to Holy Spirit) <3 <3 <3




Thursday, August 13, 2015

"Penuel: Face to Face"- Rick Pino (In the Presence of YHWH)

Ever so much like Job....................

So many think they are not like Job, for he lost so much and most of us haven't lost to that extent, well we think anyway. I certainly can relate and how many of us can, when our family and friends might tell us to either grow up, get with the program or even grow up!  No one knows what " you" go through but you and even though it is hard, tough, even debilitating, GOD IS IN CONTROL! 
I am 57 years of age and still pinch myself to see if I am really here.  I was conceived in 1957, abandoned by parents, adopted and then molested most of my life before my adopted dad died, and never knew MOST of the traumas that have happened to me to this day.  I have had the signs and symptoms of them, but not grasping the fact that they are signs and symptoms of the trauma, not a physical disease (btw, this is a KEY SECRET TO MOST DISEASES).  So my name is Nicole and I have always loved, LOVED my name.  Growing up no one, NO ONE else had this name!  I learned it meant victorious one, Victory of the people, victorious warrior, etc.  The verse that always was given was out of Job.  Job 23...... be it 10, or 11.  So i looked it up and the complete thought took 3 verses.  
 10 But he knows the way that I take;
    when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold.
11 My foot has held fast to his steps;
    I have kept his way and have not turned aside.
12 I have not departed from the commandment of his lips;
    I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my portion of food.

Even then I thought, soooooooo, now i am like Job?  uh huh............       
Well months passed and I kept being drawn to Job, by church sermons, testimonies, just everyday situations that pointed to this book and man.  Finally a day came, when I chose to read the entire book of Job in one sitting (well one day anyway), and what grabbed my spirit, soul, and body, was the last chapters of this book.  Mostly I had known about how all he had was taken from him;  his family couldn't even understand him, and his friends, well you read the book and see for yourself.  Friends can be soooo..............  _____________.  (you fill in the blank). Previously I had been even critical myself over Job's friends!  
Now this time around I got to towards the end of the book and when I got to chapter 38, and realized even though so much catastrophe happened to this man of GOD, well GOD humbles Job right there in front of his friends and starts to speak  " WHO ARE YOU JOB , AND WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I MADE THE EARTH? TELL ME IF YOU KNOW SO MUCH..................  
and so for several chapters, as God speaks, Job shuts up and listens (not hears, but listens).  So now until my next posting ,  I challenge you to read the entire book of JOB!  Pray first and see what happens. We are in a time of such purging and God is going deeper than ever,  DEEP into us that will let HIM.  SHALOM THIS DAY......         See you soon! 

 
"Our steps have not turned away"

Wednesday, August 5, 2015

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Who IS GOD FOR YOU TODAY!?? PICK ONE AND DECLARE HIS NAME!

NAMES OF GOD:
Elohim-GOD (Genesis 1:1) -The strong creator
 Jehovah-LORD (Genesis 2:4) -The self-existing One
 Adonai-LORD/Master (Genesis 15:2) -The Headship Name
 Jehovah El Elohim (Joshua 22:22) - The LORD GOD of GODS
Jehovah Elohim (Genesis 2:4, 3:9-13, 21) -The LORD GOD
 Jehovah Elohe Abothekem (Joshua 18:3) - The LORD GOD of Your Fathers
 Jehovah El Elyon (Genesis 14:22) - The LORD, the Most High GOD
 Jehovah El Emeth (Psalms 31:5) - LORD GOD of Truth
 Jehovah El Gemuwal (Jeremiah 51:56) - The LORD GOD of Recompenses
 Jehovah Elohim Tsebaoth (Psalms 59:5, Isaiah 28:22) - LORD GOD of Hosts
 Jehovah Elohe Yeshuathi (Psalms 88:1) - LORD GOD of My Salvation
 Jehovah Elohe Yisrael (Psalms 41:13) - The LORD GOD of Israel
  "El, Elohim, and Elohe"  (Genesis 1:1) - GOD
 Elohim Bashamayim (Joshua 2:11) - GOD in Heaven
 El Bethel (Genesis 35:7) - GOD of the House of GOD
 Elohe Chaseddi (Psalms 59:10) - The GOD of My Mercy
 Elohe Yisrael (Genesis 33:20) - GOD, the GOD of Israel
 El Elyon (Genesis 14:18, Daniel 3:26, Psalms 78:56) - The Most High GOD
 El Emunah (Deuteronomy 7:9) - The Faithful GOD
 El Gibbor (Isaiah 9:6) - Mighty GOD
 El Hakabodh (Psalms 29:3) - The GOD of Glory
El Hay (Joshua 3:10, Jeremiah 23:36, Daniel 3:26) - The Living GOD
 El Hayyay (Psalms 42:8) - GOD of My Life
Elohim Kedoshim (Joshua 24:19) - Holy GOD
 El Kanna (Exodus 20:5) - Jealous GOD
El Kanno (Joshua 24:19) - Jealous GOD
Elohe Mauzi (Psalms 43:2)  - GOD of My Strength
 Elohim Machase Lanu (Psalms 62:8) - GOD Our Refuge
 Eli Maelekhi (Psalms 68:24) - GOD My King
 El Marom (Micah 6:6) - GOD Most High
 El Nekamoth (Psalms 18:47) - GOD that Avengeth
 El Nose (Psalms 99:8)  - GOD that Forgave
Elohenu Olam (Psalms 48:14)  - Our Everlasting GOD
Elohim Ozer Li (Psalms 54:4)  GOD My Helper
El Rai (Genesis 16:13)  - GOD Seest Me
 Elsali (Psalms 42:9)  GOD, My Rock
El Shaddai (Genesis 17:1,2, Ezekiel 10:5) - Almighty GOD
 Elohim Shophtim Ba-arets (Psalms 58:11) - GOD that Judgeth in the Earth
El Simchath Gili (Psalms 43:4) - GOD My Exceeding Joy
Elohim Tsebaoth (Psalms 80:7, Jeremiah 35:17&38:17)  - GOD of Hosts
Elohe Tishuathi (Psalms 18:46&51:14) - GOD of My Salvation
Elohe Tsadeki (Psalms 4:1) - GOD of My Righteousness
Elohe Yakob (Psalms 20:1) - GOD of Israel
Elohe Yisrael (Psalms 59:5) - GOD of Israel
Jehovah (Exodus 6:2,3) - The LORD
Adonai Jehovah (Genesis 15:2) - Lord GOD
Jehovah Adon Kol Ha-arets (Joshua 3:11) - The LORD, the Lord of All the Earth
 Jehovah Bore (Isaiah 40:28)  - The LORD Creator
 Jehovah Chereb (Deuteronomy 33:29)  - The LORD... the Sword
 Jehovah Eli (Psalms 18:2)  - The LORD My GOD
 Jehovah Elyon (Genesis 14:18-20)  - The LORD Most High
 Jehovah Gibbor Milchamah (Psalms 24:8)  - The LORD Mighty In Battle
 Jehovah Maginnenu (Psalms 89:18)  - The LORD Our Defense
 Jehovah Goelekh (Isaiah 49:26&60:16)  - The LORD Thy Redeemer
 Jehovah Hashopet (Judges 11:27)  - The LORD the Judge
 Jehovah Hoshiah (Psalms 20:9)  - O LORD Save
 Jehovah Immeka (Judges 6:12)  - The LORD Is with You
 Jehovah Izuz Wegibbor (Psalms 24:8)  - The LORD Strong and Mighty
Jehovah-jireth (Genesis 22:14) - The LORD Shall Provide
Jehovah Kabodhi (Psalms 3:3) - The LORD My GOD
Jehovah Kanna Shemo (Exodus 34:14) - The LORD Whose Name Is Jealous
Jehovah Keren-Yishi (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD the Horn of My Salvation
Jehovah Machsi (Psalms 91:9) -The LORD My Refuge
Jehovah Magen (Deuteronomy 33:29) - The LORD the Shield
     Jehovah Makkeh (Ezekiel 7:9) - The LORD that Smiteth
     Jehovah Mauzzam (Psalms 37:39) - The LORD Their Strength
     Jehovah Mauzzi (Jeremiah 16:19) - The LORD My Fortress
     Ha-Melech Jehovah (Psalms 98:6) - The LORD the King
     Jehovah Melech Olam (Psalms 10:16) - The LORD King Forever
     Jehovah Mephalti (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD My Deliverer
     Jehovah Mekaddishkem (Exodus 31:13) - The LORD that Sanctifies You
     Jehovah Metsudhathi (Psalms 18:2 - The LORD My High Tower
     Jehovah Moshiekh (Isaiah 49:26&60:16) - The LORD Your Savior
     Jehovah Nissi (Exodus 17:15) - The LORD My Banner
     Jehovah Ori (Psalms 27:1) - The LORD My Light
     Jehovah Uzzi (Psalms 28:7) - The LORD My Strength
     Jehovah Rophe (Exodus 15:26) - The LORD (our) Healer
     Jehovah Roi (Psalms 23:1) - The LORD My Shepherd
     Jehovah Sabaoth (Tsebaoth) (I Samuel 1:3) - The LORD of Hosts
     Jehovah Sali (Psalms 18:2) - The LORD My Rock
     Jehovah Shalom (Judges 6:24) - The LORD (our) Peace
     Jehovah Shammah (Ezekiel 48:35) - The LORD Is There
     Jehovah Tsidkenu (Jeremiah 23:6) - The LORD Our Righteousness
     Jehovah Tsuri (Psalms 19:14) - O LORD My Strength

Saturday, July 18, 2015

What do you covet or idolize?

Soooo, what do you covet or idolize?  We are in a time of such cleansing of the Lord. Like a carwash, like just being scrubbed clean by ABBA.  So what are we being cleansed of?  Both individually and corporately.  I can only speak for myself presently. EVERYONE COVETS or IDOLIZES something, that they shouldn't.  From chocolate to sleep.............................    So what do you cover or idolize?  God IS going deep in HIS PEOPLE this hour and season!  Pay attention and let us humble ourselves...........
II Chronicles 7:14....................

  1. Covet / verb
  2. (used with object)
  3. to desire wrongfully,inordiately, or without due regard for the rights of others:
  4.     to covet another's property
  5.     to wish for, especially eagerly.   
  6.     He won the prize they all coveted.
  7. (used without object)
  8.     to have an inordinate or wrongful desire.
  9.                                                                                                                                                     
  10. Idolize / verb 
  11. admire, revere, or love greatly or excessively.
    "he idolized his mother"
  12. synonyms :hero-worship, worship, revere, venerate, deify, lionize, overpraise, stand in awe of reverence,look up to, admire, adore, exalt, put on a pedestal.  "the kids idolize their fighter-pilot father"






Thursday, June 18, 2015

No body knows! No one, but GOD!

As I am listening to my play list on youtube, the song comes on Alabaster Box, by CeCe Winans.  The song ends, and she speaks, You don’t know what I have been through. You weren’t there the night Jesus found me. You did not feel what I felt when Jesus wrapped His arms around me! You don’t know the cost of the Oil in my alabaster box. No one knows what you have come through, so many people “think” they do, or make comments about that they do. We/ each of us has such emotion that is welled up inside of us and it’s time to let it out. Of course don’t sin.  Scripture even says,  “Be angry and don’t sin”  In context of  Ephesians: 4:25… Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbor: for we are members one of another. 26 Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: 27 Neither give place to the devil. Only the Lord knows our pains beside we ourselves. We want everyone to understand us, to accept us, and that will never be. BUT GOD does understand us, accept us and that is because HE CREATED US!   He has wonderful plans for us;  Jeremiah 29:11 ….   For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.  He created me you/us/me in the wombs of our moms…..  Psalm 139:13 For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother’s womb. You are like clay in My hands too, says our Creator! Pay attention to what He told Israel, and He say’s to you! I created/made you!Jeremiah 18:1-6   The word that came to Jeremiah from the Lord: “Arise, and go down to the potter’s house, and there I will let you hear my words.” So I went down to the potter’s house, and there he was working at his wheel. And the vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter’s hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to do. Then the word of the Lord came to me: “O house of Israel, can I not do with you as this potter has done? declares the Lord. Behold, like the clay in the potter’s hand, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel.  It is now time to humble ourselves…… II Chronicles 7:14 If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.  We are in a time of revival, and that revivals starts with true humility, letting God be the Creator and not the acquaintance of ourselves. Are you ready, It’s time!  Let’s go, be, and do what He has called us to be and do.   SHALOM! 

Monday, June 15, 2015

The White Throated Swift

I love nature/creation and in so, see/hear great things most don't.   From the colors of the underside of leaves, to how many wings a dragonfly has. Here recently I keep hearing a sound and a few weeks ago, looked up into the sky when I heard it. At first I could not see what I was hearing, and even was wondering if it was angelic. I got my binoculars and saw these birds that were black and white and were surely flying in/around/by/out of one another. Now I declare that where one has waited for sometime, some...............  time.................. :
The time has come and will be swift this week!  Ones throat will vocalize with another and this will be a true of those of us that will gather in small groups for the Lord God this season even!  Black and White stands for the fact that many of us, see in that way!  We either see it black or white, not a grey. This is even in ones walk with the Lord. No grey areas..............
Grey Areas
So often we can get information/communication of the Lord God, through situations/ colors/ foods we see or eat, and ever so many other things. This posting is about the swifts and we are in that time of having much we have waited on, be it for a season, or many have waiting their entire lives for some things......................
Another tidbit about the white throated swifts are the fact they only get into large groups where they commune/live.  When they fly it is usually in very small groups, and that is the  season we are in.  The body of Christ has come into a season of meeting in small home groups, as well as meeting in coffee shops and maybe even parks/ outdoor areas.  This is a time of being intimate for so many are not and keep alot to themselves. A time to trust your "issues" with a few others. We are the Body of Christ and we NEED and SHOULD meet more together. It is time to strengthen and be there for one another.  One last tidbit, (as important as all else), keep those things quiet/to yourself and don't share outside the group/ except with Holy Spirit.  The White throated swift.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

IT IS FINISHED ~~ JESUS and now ME!

Many are getting healed and getting set free!  Let us put the period at the end of this declaration in the form of an exclamation mark!  Simple and Sweet! What are you getting set free of?  Be careful of those words spoken in your life and maybe at the end of every day take authority of all words spoken over you, by you, to you and declare that victory already won, that healing too, as well as the victorious finalization of that which you have settled, finished and overcome, by the word of your testimony, the blood of the Lamb, loving not ones life unto death. Revelation 12:11
 The greatest note of triumph ever sounded in the ears of a startled universe was that sounded on the Cross of Christ— “It is finished!” (John 19:30). That is the final word in the redemption of humankind.


Thursday, April 30, 2015

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Psalm 27 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ADONAI IS MY LIGHT AND MY SALVATION;   Whom do I need to fear?  ADONAI is the stronghold of my life;  of whom do I need to be afraid. When evildoers assailed me to devour my flesh, my adversaries and foes, they stumbled and fell. If an army encamps against me, my heart will  not fear; if war breaks out against me, even then will I keep trusting.    Just on thing have I I asked of ADONAI, only this will I seek: to live in the house of ADONAI, all the days of my life.  to see the beauty of ADONAI, and visit in His Temple. For He will conceal me in His shelter, on the day of trouble, He will hide me in t he folds of His tent. He will set me high on a rock. Then my head will be lifted up above my surround foes, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing, sing praises to ADONAI.

Listen, ADONAI, to my voice when I cry; show favor to mel and answer me.  My heart said of you,”Seek my face.”   Your face,  ADONAI, I will seek.  Do not hide Your face from me, don’t turn your servant away in anger. You are my help don’t abandon me; don’t leave me, God my Savouir.  Even though my father and mother have left me, ADONAI will care for me.  Teach me Your way, ADONAI; lead me on a level path, because of my enemies——  don’t give me up to the whims of my foes; for false witnesses have risen against me, also those who are breathing violence.
If I hadn’t believed that I would see ADONAI’S goodness in the land of the living,…………    Put your hope in ADONAI, be strong, and let your heart take courage! Yes, put your hope in ADONAI!

Friday, April 24, 2015

A Time to persevere, not to give up and declare your victory.................

I am guilty of giving up a moment, a day, or just a segment/facet of time before the victory 
I do have in God/Abba! I love to use the microwave and not the typical oven/stovetop. 
I abhor waiting, for most things I have waited for, been promised of by mankind, rarely come to pass. But this is the season and hour that is changing; well for me anyway!  I also abhor to fight, but growing up, I fought and won, in regards to my younger brother. I beat him up alot.  Now I abhor confrontation in many ways. So as I don't usually play games (have worked jigsaw puzzles most of my life),  on the internet, or board games, well recently 
I have played one game : Candy Crush.  I stopped for I got stuck on a level, well : 
From a recent blog I found :  When I look at the design of it, each level is a little square puzzle, connected by a track,  and as each puzzle is solved, I then move on the track to the next level. Some levels are easier to pass than others and, I'll admit, there have been a few levels that I got stuck on. When faced with this "adversity,"  I could have given up.  I could have thrown my phone.  I could have researched cheat codes. I could have whined and cried,  lamenting my misfortune.  I could have paid for an upgrade.  Instead, I relied on the generosity of friends (ie. free lives and extra moves) and just kept persisting until I got to the next level, knowing that eventually I could beat it.      Candy Crush's Game

Now I will do better when I am stuck, and thinking it will never end. I have heard for years, that it is so often darkest before the dawn, and this is true for all of us. Each of us have areas, where we give up, or even refuse to try. We allow others and their words/actions keep us in denial of the real issues at hand.  So now, whatever it is you have an issue with, be it finishing what you start, keeping your mouth shut, or just open it.  How about instead of complaining about stuff, jump in and help. You most likely are a teacher, and because no one listens, maybe you quit telling others your point of view.  Or, instead of saving all that money, start spending it, wisely of course. Don't always buy the least expensive, but try a more regal of a product, a more valuable item. Ok, it is TIME for victory in that which you haven't had victory, or maybe just a partial victory. YEAH GOD! 

Monday, April 20, 2015

Beyond The Barriers: Fulfilling Your Story

Beyond The Barriers: Fulfilling Your Story:       In a recent dream I saw that the enemy had attempted to re-write the story in many people's lives. He had written the story in ...

Friday, April 10, 2015

WHO ARE YOU......................???






Nicole Nanette~~~

May I?  This whole posting on April 10th, 2014 is to share, and ask you , Who are you?  Let me now introduce myself to you and I look forward to your response and even your photo as well. This image of myself is from 1975, and I graduated High School in 1976.  Now you know how old I am.  LOL.... I have always had this image, but back in grade school I was called a dog, and so many called me other names and the girls had very colorful names for me. I was an adopted child in infancy and the cousins as well had names for me, basically from their parents (aunts/uncles).  I was told from all but my mom (adopted) that I could marry my cousins, for I was really not related to them. 
Now my mom, (Mary), was a jewel, and I never let her love me, and was so UGH to her. So several years after she passed (2001), I asked a sweet older woman I knew to forgive me (she stood in for  my mom), for not letting her love me, as well as treating her so badly.
So, I have noticed many have been (on social media), been sharing graduation, childhood, wedding, photos and so I thought I would share mine. THIS TIME, though, (after a major demonic deliverance), I can see myself truer than ever! I actually love myself now! WOW!  What a breakthrough! 
I chose to blog this light bulb and its wattage for many of you. FOR SO MANY OF US, think we are either ugly, or pathetic, or blank, or, well you fill in the blank ____________.              I wonder truly how many of us could list a dozen good, beautiful attributes about themselves, and truly believe them. 
So now, WHAT adjective can you describe yourself with or see yourself with?  Come on, look at yourself in the mirror and answer this question!
Think of I Corinthians 13.........  Love is _________.                                                            One should try and fill in their name in the same manner. If not this is a wonderful goal for your season.  AND REMEMBER GOD IS LOVE!  Shalom!
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Thursday, March 26, 2015

HIS LOVE FOR US/ME...............................

Over the last few years, things have been dug up, turned over, thrown out and it "seemed" like it would never end. I was saved in 1979 and there was a definite shift in my life that night. After I found my birth dad, though I was looking for my birth mom, I started having this "things" which i titled "blank outs". Well since then I have been set free from several demons, dozens of curses have been broken AND more than I can fathom (as the Lord communicated to me).
December 2015 was my final deliverance and I have felt (starting in Feb. 2015) such a shift, nearly unfathomable. Well let me explain it this way: I am a photographer and with a digital camera, you have what are called pixels. My first digital camera had 1280 X 960 pixels. Then a few years later, I got a Canon Rebel and it is 3456 X 2304 pixels. So much more clarity, and you can enlarge it even bigger. THAT IS WHAT I FEEL LIKE. More of me can feel what IS. Whether it is love or hate. So now when I feel the Lord's love I almost fall on the ground. When I feel, and I do more than discern the enemy/evil spirits, that is gross. UGH   But each time the attacks are less and less strong, and the Love is greater. I share all of this for the little episode of the Lord today....................
I had a bit of a hard time last night not sleeping deeply, waking up 5 or more times, and today, my focus was not on the good, but stuff I shouldn't be focused on. I thought the Lord would be saddened by my actions and He has been blessing me for the last few weeks greater than I can ever remember, and even that which I do remember, it was a shallow feeling I had. Now I got up from lying down for a nap, and I heard the sound of the Hooded Oriole. I peeked out the window and saw him. For the next 20 minutes 3 Hooded Orioles, 1 hummingbird just were. Then a butterfly flew around for several minutes and it was the glorious Monarch! The Orioles just sat, then drank nectar from the Aloes, and words can never express how I FELT THE LORD SO HAPPY TO BLESS ME.  This of course happened from my bedroom window, and the aloes are less than 10 feet away. It was like being in the theater and just soaking/basking in ABBA'S LOVE!  I am attaching the images of these birds/aloes.  ENJOY!   I am more healed that I can even fathom!


Thursday, March 19, 2015

Trees of Righteousness~~~

I was weeding in my backyard this morning and came into the house and was taken aback from the activity across the street!  Our neighbors have two HUGE trees in their front yard. One has looked ever so forlorn and just no life in it. It is brown and lifeless. I never thought it was dead though.......  Then I hear in the spirit Tree of Righteousness. "Tree of Righteousness"  I look up this term in scripture and get Isaiah 61. I then hear the song on the Radio (ElijahStreams.org), and it is about a fruit tree, a violin instrumental song.  I then wait a few minutes as I am praying in tongues and then that ends. When it does, I hear "Darrell Alexander" in the spirit.  I start crying like he is in my immediate family. I only know this man as an acquaintance and he and Limitless Realms are a wonderful ministry that he ran with his wife Billie. So now as the Lord shows me what Darrell was in the spirit, Tis on my heart to dedicate this posting to this man of God and Limitless Realms ?SHALOM                   ~~ http://www.limitlessrealmsintl.org/about-us ~~
Here is Isaiah 61, with Trees of Righteousness highlighted.                                                                     

ISAIAH 61


The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,  because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor.  He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,                to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners,             to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to  comfort all who mourn,
    and provide for those who grieve in Zion—                                            
to bestow on them a crown of beauty  instead of ashes, the oil of joy  instead of  mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.                                                        They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of his  splendor. They will rebuild the ancient ruin, and restore the places long devastated;        they will renew the ruined cities that have been devastated for generations.                    Strangers will shepherd your flocks; foreigners will work your fields and vineyards.      And you will be called priests of the Lordyou will be named ministers of our God.          You will feed on the wealth of nations, and in their riches you will boast.                                     Instead of your shame  you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace               you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your  land, and everlasting joy will be yours.                                                                                                                “For I, the Lord, love justice; I hate robbery and wrongdoing.                                                                   In my faithfulness I will reward my people  and make an everlasting covenant with them.   Their descendants will be known among the nations and their offspring among the          peoples. All who see them will acknowledge that they are a people the Lord has blessed.”    I delight greatly in the Lord my soul rejoices in my God.  For he has clothed me with garments of salvation  and arrayed me in a robe of his righteousness,  as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.                            For as the soil makes the sprout come up and a garden causes seeds to grow, so the Sovereign Lord will make righteousness  and praise spring up before all nations.