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Introducing Nicole Ramirez
Hello my name is Nicole and it mean victory of the people, victorious one, and it origin is from Greece.
I am a photographer, author, as well as an artist. This is my first posting here in my blog, and over the next season, i will share from several different subjects so as to encourage you.  One goal I have and intend to accomplish is to share the trials, traumas, and just hard times that i have come through, that i made it this far and you can too.
So, let me start with as i said above....  My name is Nicole. I am adopted and found out as i was raised by my adoptive parents, that my name was given to my by my biological dad. I was born in the 50's, and even though now in the 21st century, when i was growing up there was not one other Nicole i even met, heard of, be it in my life or on television. I never heard the name Nicole anywhere at all.
I was raised by Mr & Mrs Stickler, my adoptive parents, and they adopted another kid, this time a boy, and now i had a brother. We moved ever so much and so i never really got established in a neighborhood, all but for once. 
My dad acquired cancer and died of it when i was 11. We moved back to Pennsylvania, so he could say goodbye to his blood family before he died. After his death we came back to California, and settled in
San Diego County, the home of my moms sister.  We settled in an rural area of the Eastern County, and we stayed in one place, and it was nice to go to one school my entire high school years.
Of course i saw some cute looking guys, and sorta would follow them around. Another guy became aware of me, especially as i started to go to sports events to take pictures. I decided to take photography, for i needed credits to graduate, and that seemed different and maybe fun.  By the end of my junior year, i started dating this guy who was watching me. He graduated that year and 2 years later i then graduated.  He then moved and got his own apartment and i invited myself to move in. Within several months a very good friend of mine, had a dream, and because of the dream, she begged me to watch Billy Graham crusade that weekend on the t.v. (i had gone to his crusades growing up, and watched his crusades lots of times).  So the weekend came and it was December of 1977. I watched the crusade and ended up curled up on the floor crying at the end when the invitation to accept Christ was given. Well that very night, i couldn't go to bed with my boyfriend, i just KNEW it was not good anymore. So i slept in the walk in closet. Within the next week, i moved home with my mom. (she now only had a one bedroom apartment, and my brother had left home).  Within several months my boyfriend whose name was Charles, well he came to invite me out on a date once again, and shared with me he was saved now.  Within 5 months i was engaged, and we got married in June 1979.
I got pregnant nearly immediately and had a son in June of 1980 and named him charles as well. I now called my husband Charlie. The next 20 years were basically 2 more kids, who were boys, and several apartments too.
In 2002 my mom died, and within a year i started looking for my birth mom.  It was (I think) in 2005 that i found my birth dad. I found him for i had always known we had the new paper article in which it was shared the details of my situation..........
Details will be given in the next posting on my blog...........


Thursday, September 4, 2014

A time to learn........................

Here recently I have been hit by a demonic spirit, and thought that because it overcame me in an area, that there was an area THAT I had not given to God, and I am a "why" person, so just couldn't grasp why since I have been saved since 1977, that a spirit could still be in possession somehow. It has been revealed to me, that what I experienced last week, was not possession, but just oppression. Some christian friends/acquaintances, have let me know that I shouldn't be having these issues in my life.
The last couple of days, I have grasped of the Lord, that I like to "do, do, do"; things.  I also abhor waiting, I like to DO so I don't have to wait. Many a time in the past, when I wait, that which I wait on, rarely comes to pass, unless I chase after it! I am grasping with the fear of the Lord on it, to wait and  let GOD Do, for if I do, well , I don't want to know what could happen. Many of God's people are in a time of intense testing by HIM, and my prayer is that : 1. you will know what the test is on  2. that you will be compliant to that which you are being tested in.
ME?  I pray for someone maybe once or twice and give the request to God. I rarely intercede anything, or anyone in my prayer life. That again is time for me to step up to the plate and bat/intercede/pray for many a person as Holy Spirit brings them to mind. To everything there is a season and this season for many of us is a time to learn "whatever" Holy Spirit wants us to learn.   I am learning to quit doing, to wait, and to pray/intercede greater than ever.  We all are in a time of breakthrough, what are you to breakthrough in? What is your breakthrough? What are you going to be victorious in? May your/our focus be our Saviour: JESUS CHRIST and not the situation, not the darts, not the problem, may we be aware of the ugly, but not FOCUSED on it!     Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, in so sharing my breakthrough, my dilemna , contact me wingsofhealing@cox.net  with your prayer request, and I will write down your name, your request, and WAIT, until we get that prayer answered!!  Just think if we would all work together , that God could use us just like

Romans 8:28 states:

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.



Looking forward to this season we have entered. I/we will/have come to a new level, in the name of JESUS CHRIST, amen and hallelujah!   Shalom
wingsofhealing@cox.net 

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