I was born to a woman who wasn’t married. She was a waitress in a bar, and he was the bartender. He had a fiancé, and the fiancé and waitress were good friends! So, we have 2 women and a man and a baby (me). I learned a few years ago, that the fiancé’ was a witch as well as my babysitter for nearly 6 months of my life. One day upon getting home my mom saw me bleeding. She took me to the hospital and basically abandoned me there. While in the hospital, I contracted spinal meningitis. I was then put in the newspaper as the story shared the child abuse from the fiancée (witch) and then got Bill and Mary as my parents, who adopted me.
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My name is Nicole and it means Victorious Warrior/ Victory of the People. I love my name and it was given to me by my birth father. I know of course God named me Nicole.
My biological mom was a waitress in a bar in 1957, and my dad was the bartender. His name was Jack and he had a fiancée’. This fiancé’ was good friends with my mom, whose name was Edith. Edith had Joanne the fiancé’ be my babysitter for several months of my life, until the day when she came home to find me bloody from Joanne biting me. Joanne was a witch and basically cursed me for the entire time she cared for me. I was abandoned at the hospital by my mom that summer of 1958. I contracted spinal meningitis and a newspaper article about me was written as well, to share about the imprisonment of the child abuser.
Many couple applied to get me, and God chose a pair of people to be my parents. My mom loved me greatly, and my dad a whole nuther story. I grew up and have but one good memory of my dad, and he died of cancer when I was 11 years of age.
I now had a brother and he was adopted as well in my younger years. We three moved out to California, for we had gone back to Pennsylvania, for my dad wanted to die in his hometown. We settled in San Diego, for my mom’s sister lived here. After letting the dust settle we moved out to El Cajon, and got a little mobile home and I finished up Jr. High. In the fall of 1971 I started high school and did well the first year. The 2nd passed by well too. Upon getting to my Junior year, I needed so many credits to graduate in 1976, so was looking for some type of class/subject to enroll into so as to have enough credits. I chose photography. That was fun and I elaborate a bit here for today/currently I am an artist, author, photographer.
So, I enrolled into Photography 101, and started going to different school events. Got to peek at track meets, and became a manger there. Took lots of photos and before too long the teacher was drawn to my work, and strongly suggested to get my work into the county fair, so I did. I won 2- 3 places and ended up meeting my future husband as well.
Years passed and Charlie (future husband), and I dated both graduated, and continued dating. I moved in with him and one day a friend called with a dream, of how we both could go to hell, and I settled her down and agreed I would watch Billy Graham that night as he had a conference on t.v. I realized I was not saved and accepted Christ.
I got up to go to bed with Charlie and KNEW NOT TO………. I chose to sleep in the closet and left him the next day. I started going to church and a couple of months passed, he got saved, and we dated again, and got married in 1979. We have had 3 sons and have been through a lot. Let me share this now: My mom died in 2001, and I went looking for my birth mom and found my birth dad here in southern California. I have met him and learned a lot about some stuff (which can be shared later). Since I found him, I started having what I call blank outs. I have learned it is from childhood trauma.
Last year in 2014 I learned of the childhood molestation from my adopted dad. I went on a 21 day fast and got delivered of a 2nd deaf and dumb spirit. The first one was in 2009. So, this year I am in a place of standing firm, for I have fasted/prayed/declared and more. So much has changed, I understand more than ever, am being healed deeper than ever. I am experiencing/feeling Gods love in such a INTENSE WAY, I never grasped it would feel like this. This last month, I have gotten set free of more demonic &^#(!~%# and now walking in my true identity. I have come through a portal, and it is so NICE TO BE FREE. There is still a curse lingering, and yet GOD has brought me though all this deliverance and healing in HIS TIMING/ WAY and more, I know He will set me free of the curse that still lingers.
Now let me introduce who I truly am presently. Yes as I shared above I am a photographer, A Photographer of THE LORD. I am an artist, and an author too! You can buy anything from my book to greeting cards directly from me, OR you can buy most any item from coffee mugs to underwear at several social places and I put the links below.
As I shared on Facebook……………….Well I want All doors shuts, curses broken, demons gone, and keys thrown away. I could write pages more, but am at a point of just answering one’s questions that be asked.
Shalom and God Bless…………… Nicole Ramirez
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Nicole Nanette’s Testimony
Thank you Matt Tommey for starting our artist group on Facebook and we paid to join up. Sweet……. Then you asked the question about our personalities……… YES LORD! We are going to allow ABBA’S wings of healing to envelop us and get healed! IT’S TIME to share my testimony too! Shalom ~~~~~ My name is Nicole Nanette Ramirez. I was concieved in 1957, birthed in 58. I was concieved out of wedlock and it went like this………… my birth mother was a waitress in a bar. She slept with the bartender, and her best friend was his fiance’ So you see the ugh already? She gave birth to me and allowed the fiance’ to babysit me. The babysitter was a witch. After a few month, my mom abandoned me at the local hospital and I was put in the paper. I was adopted and raised. My adopted dad died when I was 11. I went to high school, and to graduate had to have 3 electives, and just took photography to graduate. My teacher loved my stuff, and strongly suggested I enter something into the county fair and so I did. Both items won prizes. Years passed, I got saved, married, had 3 kids, and time proceeded. I got a camera, and took some photos, with film. Digital cameras were birthed and I started taking pictures. I would go on field trips and hiked out at the lake and some country trails. I loved the flowers, birds and some bugs as well. My friends loved my photography and after over 2 years of nagging nuisance friends, I finally made some greeting cards and went to Earth Day San Diego and made over $200.00. Years passed and I found my birth dad, and then learned (details if desired), that I had been continuley molested by my adopted dad. There is also a curse on the bloodline, that I am in the proceeds of annhilating.
Something I called blank outs started up several years ago, that has caused me not to have a drivers license. I don’t get out like I used to. God let me know that if I would stay under his protection and timing, I would be fine. If not I would die. I have had these blank outs for years and been set free of several demons. Deaf and Dumb , numbness and more. I have had many a word of how I would be greater than I ever imagined, and even a dream, comparing me to Kay Arthur and Joyce Meyers. My book, and greeting cards sales have plummeted from curses and more. I have been doing prayer and fasting and what I wanted to take one week, has taken over 7 years. I know God has been in control.
Something I called blank outs started up several years ago, that has caused me not to have a drivers license. I don’t get out like I used to. God let me know that if I would stay under his protection and timing, I would be fine. If not I would die. I have had these blank outs for years and been set free of several demons. Deaf and Dumb , numbness and more. I have had many a word of how I would be greater than I ever imagined, and even a dream, comparing me to Kay Arthur and Joyce Meyers. My book, and greeting cards sales have plummeted from curses and more. I have been doing prayer and fasting and what I wanted to take one week, has taken over 7 years. I know God has been in control.
When it comes to going and selling, I have no problems going out and selling, finding new clients. I don’t drive and have to find someone to be my taxi. Many are nervous that I would have a seizure with them, so many have withdrawn from my life. This last 2 weeks, I have been going through major life transportation / portal. The old identity is gone. There are no words to describe, what this has been like, if it had not been for ABBA/ GOD, I would have probably killed myself. But am fulfilled when I am being an artist. I have an anointing for the land, and creation. Praying blessings over it, removing curses from it. SHALOM to all. PhotographybyNicoleN@gmail.com