I AM FREE!

           I has been nearly two months since I have posted. I has been hard but victorious, and I AM FREE! 
        One, I have been free many a time from many things that have cursed me, been attached, and/or even in me. This last ugly one, was shame; yes, let me spell it:~~~  s h a m e.  Now the definition:  
        Yesterday was November 24th. In had taken a shower the night before; but felt so inclined to do so again when I awoke.  I did take one yesterday, washed my hair. My husband and I went to do laundry too, it had been 2 weeks. We got home and he had to go to work as well. I went and cleaned the entire kitchen, which is a place of preparation. SO I gather yesterday, November, was certainly a day of CLEANSING.  THANK YOU ABBA ~  Now for the Balm of Gilead, I pray.  Going to go far in God’s Kingdom. SHALOM~~ 

My Testimony VICTORY

I was born to a woman who wasn’t married. She was a waitress in a bar, and he was the bartender. He had a fiancé, and the fiancé and waitress were good friends! So, we have 2 women and a man and a baby (me).  I learned a few years ago, that the fiancé’ was a witch as well as my babysitter for nearly 6 months of my life.  One day upon getting home my mom saw me bleeding. She took me to the hospital and basically abandoned me there. While in the hospital, I contracted spinal meningitis.  I was then put in the newspaper as the story shared the child abuse from the fiancée (witch) and then got Bill and Mary as my parents, who adopted me.
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My name is Nicole and it means Victorious Warrior/ Victory of the People.  I love my name and it was given to me by my birth father. I know of course God named me Nicole.
My biological mom was a waitress in a bar in 1957, and my dad was the bartender.  His name was Jack and he had a fiancée’. This fiancé’ was good friends with my mom, whose name was Edith.  Edith had Joanne the fiancé’ be my babysitter for several months of my life, until the day when she came home to find me bloody from Joanne biting me.  Joanne was a witch and basically cursed me for the entire time she cared for me.  I was abandoned at the hospital by my mom that summer of 1958.  I contracted spinal meningitis and a newspaper article about me was written as well, to share about the imprisonment of the child abuser.
Many couple applied to get me, and God chose a pair of people to be my parents.  My mom loved me greatly, and my dad a whole nuther story.  I grew up and have but one good memory of my dad, and he died of cancer when I was 11 years of age.
I now had a brother and he was adopted as well in my younger years. We three moved out to California, for we had gone back to Pennsylvania, for my dad wanted to die in his hometown.  We settled in San Diego, for my mom’s sister lived here.  After letting the dust settle we moved out to El Cajon, and got a little mobile home and I finished up Jr. High.  In the fall of 1971 I started high school and did well the first year.  The 2^nd passed by well too.  Upon getting to my Junior year, I needed so many credits to graduate in 1976, so was looking for some type of class/subject to enroll into so as to have enough credits.  I chose photography.   That was fun and I elaborate a bit here for today/currently I am an artist, author, photographer.
So, I enrolled into Photography 101, and started going to different school events.  Got to peek at track meets, and became a manger there.  Took lots of photos and before too long the teacher was drawn to my work, and strongly suggested to get my work into the county fair, so I did.  I won 2- 3 places and ended up meeting my future husband as well.
Years passed and Charlie (future husband), and I dated both graduated, and continued dating.  I moved in with him and one day a friend called with a dream, of how we both could go to hell, and I settled her down and agreed I would watch Billy Graham that night as he had a conference on t.v.   I realized I was not saved and accepted Christ.
I got up to go to bed with Charlie and KNEW NOT TO……….  I chose to sleep in the closet and left him the next day.   I started going to church and a couple of months passed, he got saved, and we dated again, and got married in 1979. We have had 3 sons and have been through a lot. Let me share this now:  My mom died in 2001, and I went looking for my birth mom and found my birth dad here in southern California.  I have met him and learned a lot about some stuff (which can be shared later).  Since I found him, I started having what I call blank outs.  I have learned it is from childhood trauma.
Last year in 2014 I learned of the childhood molestation from my adopted dad. I went on a 21 day fast and got delivered of a 2^nd deaf and dumb spirit.  The first one was in 2009.  So, this year I am in a place of standing firm, for I have fasted/prayed/declared and more.  So much has changed, I understand more than ever, am being healed deeper than ever.  I am experiencing/feeling Gods love in such a INTENSE WAY, I never grasped it would feel like this.  This last month, I have gotten set free of more demonic &^#(!~%#  and now walking in my true identity.  I have come through a portal, and it is so NICE TO BE FREE.  There is still a curse lingering,  and yet GOD has brought me though all this deliverance and healing in HIS TIMING/ WAY and more,  I know He will set me free of the curse that still lingers.
Now let me introduce who I truly am presently.  Yes as I shared above I am a photographer, A Photographer of THE LORD.  I am an artist, and an author too!  You can buy anything from my book to greeting cards directly from me, OR you can buy most any item from coffee mugs to underwear at several social places and I put the links below.
As I shared on Facebook……………….Well I want All doors shuts, curses broken, demons gone, and keys thrown away.  I could write pages more, but am at a point of just answering one’s questions that be asked.
Shalom and God Bless……………            Nicole Ramirez
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Living in Las Vegas~~ Testimony time

This has been a traumatic week for so many.  With this terror, traumatic even in Las Vegas has escalated GOOD, a good spirit here. People are reaching out and giving blood, money, food, and more.  Before all revivals of GOD, are traumatic events.
So many of us go through traumatic events in our lives.  Yes even as infants, all the way unto adulthood.
I can only speak of my own life.  I had traumatic event from birth to adulthood. I have no memory of them, but know they happened and can give details if asked. 
1. I was conceived out of wedlock, and the parents never got married.
2. My biological mom, allowed her good friend (a witch) babysit me for the first 6 months of my life.
3. My biological mom abandoned me at a local hospital and this actually made it into the local news.
4. I was adopted after the newspaper article shared the details of my situation,
5. Years passed, I grew up, my adopted dad died when I was 11 of cancer.
6. Years passed and I got saved in 1977.
7. got married in 1979, and birthed 3 babes (boys) over the next 10 years.
8.  My adopted mom died.
9. I started selling my photography after most of my friends, kept nagging me to do so.
10. On my way to an event to sell photography, I had a blank out / seizure.
11. I have had blank outs/ seizures ever since.  YET
12.  I had 6 weeks without any seizures and and then they returned, 2016
God gave me a dream and told me there would be a FIGHT to embrace my true identity.
Now here in 2017,  I have come through a spiritual portal, now walking in my true identity.
Can truly feel using my senses ~~   Touch, seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and ..............
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~                    I always wanted things done quickly, automatically and have learned God most certainly takes HIS TIME to get things done properly and completely.  Which is Patience. I also learned the enemy, the devil so often knows who are so anointed before we/they themselves do.  I believe that Revival has started and so often does, when traumatic events happen,  People are giving, Giving, GIVING! Be it services, money, food, and more.
Would love to get you testimony and what you have learned as you have come through those hard and even traumatic times. BTW ~  The image below is Las Vegas at sunset.
SHALOM

The True Nicole has arrived!

I haven't posted since June of this year.  We (my husband and I), have been traveling across our nation, and it has been intense at times.  God has been setting me free of more than I may ever know, and that is fine. We have landed, settled in Las Vegas and  ICLV is here:  International Church in Las Vegas.  Words can  never describe, the  hideous, gross, and evil sensations I have felt since we left California.  I just know God started deep cleaning me when we left and it continued until this very week.  I awoke today: September 2nd, 2017, TOTALLY CHANGED and FREE of that evil.  YEAH GOD!  I plan on writing another book, this time it will be more of a devotional.  I will most likely call it :  To Everything There Is A  Season.  
This am I had such a delightful dream and even most of my life, dreams have played a substantial role in my freedom. May I share this dream and my discernment on it?  Thank you! ~~~~~~~~
 I AWOKE ABOUT 5:30 AM, from this dream:
I had been on a bus and noticed there was no car in the driveway upon getting off, there was a long walk that I continued on. I had my camera, and I think a satchel or maybe a backpack. Not sure. As I walked on this sidewalk, the neighborhood wasn’t big and it was very quiet there. I had gotten off the bus for I noticed my house, and there was no car in the driveway, which communicated to me that there was most certainly no one home. Wonderful!  I continued my walk and was so aware of the sweetest birds around. They were black and yellow; most likely grosbeaks.  Wasn’t totally sure for they were in the topiary.  As I walked up to the front door, I noticed it wasn’t locked. I turned the knob, and when I did the door opened. I went inside, and then looked outside the front window, and saw those sweet birds. LOL~~ Right now, as I am writing this dream down, there are some wonderful sweet, birds too, entitled great tailed grackles.  LOL………… the ones in the dream were what I believe were yellow grosbeaks.  THANK YOU, ABBA!  Ok, back to dream. I looked over to the kitchen, and I thought I saw my mom. I looked again, and it was Holy SPIRIT.  WOW, I awoke and was so wonderfully blessed with the sensations I was feeling! 

What is so sweet to me, is that the colors of the birds were the colors of my high school. I have graduated and that is so wonderful! When I thought I saw my mom, and it was the Holy Spirit, I grasped/ discerned that many times Holy Spirit is like that mommy spirit.  I can't really explain it, I just can feel it. Well I thought I would share my VICTORY!    Shalom to you too~         

       

SINGIN' IN THE RAIN (Lyrics) - GENE KELLY

Africa By Toto With Lyrics

wow! I MEAN WOW!

Well, I haven't  posted for sometime and that is because:
1. Our house was foreclosed upon
2. God has greater things for us than that
3. We have been directed to TEXAS, and are being directed more daily.
4. GOD IS DOING A MAJOR CLEANING or any percentage but 100%  
Honestly that is ever so hard too.  Hey I have to be honest~
Do your kids or maybe your spouse, take you into worry and anxiety? Well it is time for us to GIVE
those we love to HIM.  Utterly and completely; in Jesus name of course. I personally believe that a major part of illness and disease is from worrying/ freaking out/ anxiety and such. There is quite allot too from curses in ones bloodline or even marrying into it. I think that 10% or less illness is from germs, and physical issues.  It is time to give our worries to GOD, take authority over any known / unknown curses and break them. Find our if we are walking in our  true identity and claim those Victories in JESUS NAME.  CAN I get an Amen?  Well feel free to ask questions.
In closing:
1. Make sure you write your dreams down
2. Be careful what you say and to whom
3  Check out thoroughly shows/movies before you watch them.
4. Surround yourself with good and faithful people.
 SHALOM~~~         http://s883.photobucket.com/user/NicoleNanette/library/?sort=2&page=1

Your Wattage is about to increase!!

So many of us are lamps shining in this world, that has ever so much darkness in it.  So as you see this photograph, see it as yourself and how bright it is!  You are bright, and that brightness /wattage is about to increase. This message today is short, sweet, and very important for you/us.  Have a sweet day/ week ~~~  SHALOM! 

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